The fault in us (Quills) (Kellin Quinn & Justin Hills) (boyxboy)

Chapter 16

Kellin's POV

I really have thought a lot about how I was supposed to tell Justin that he was becoming a father, too. There were a lot of horror scenes in my head how this could go but never in a million years I have thought that Justin would just loosing consciousness. My eyes went wide in the moment his eyes rolled back in his head and all the colour he had before was gone. I wasn't fast enough to hold him, when his knees buckled, and he was lying on the floor with a loud thud. For a second, I was frozen in my place, before I came back, shacking my head to get clear again.

"Moooom!", I screamed before I rushed to Justin although I really couldn't care less if he was okay or not. Okay, who was I kidding? Of course, I cared about this boy in front of me. I never really stopped caring, but I just tried not to.

"MOM!", I shouted again when I kneeled next to Justin's head, trying to search for the pulse or something which would give away that he was still breathing. Everything was going so fast and he could probably be called lucky, that he hasn't knocked his head somewhere while falling straight to the floor. Finally, I've heard some steps and soon my door was open just to reveal a really weird looking scene to my mum. Justin unconscious on the ground and I was kneeling next to him in still nothing more than my boxers and a tank top. Okay, maybe not so weird at all, but still weird as fuck. She gasped while letting her eyes wander about the two of us, probably searching for open injuries or something.

"I haven't done anything but telling him what's up and then he just got unconscious. What have I done, Mom?!", I rambled without taking a breath, looking up with those bright blue eyes of mine. I could tell what I wanted but I was the fuck worried. I never thought that Justin was the guy who was going unconscious easily but now he was laying in my room, not moving anymore.

"Nothing, it will be okay, I promise.", mom tried to soothe me with a few words and a heart-warming smile, before she scooted closer to me and Justin, feeling his pulse.

"Everything is fine. I don't think he is seriously injured. I've heard similar stories when I had you and Kailey. Some men don't take the news very well...", she giggled, and I couldn't understand how she could be so calm and still laughing. Or smiling. Or whatever. I was a nervous wrack right now. I was worried about Justin and what he will say when he regains consciousness. My hands were shaking, and I didn't know what to do really. It was so unreal, so out of my way. Usually, I would just say something, but all the words coming to my mind were stuck in my head, nothing leaving my mouth.

"Kellin, listen. Everything will be okay. I promise. No matter what he will say or what he will not say. I am always there for you and if he turns out to be a dick, just kick him out, okay?", my mom asked me and I just nodded, not really listening. My eyes were lingering on Justin the whole time and I really could remember how it was supposed to be between the two of us. We were always kind of closer than other friends, we even slept in the same bed, cuddling all night even no one of us really remembered this. It just happened naturally while we were sleeping and we would wake up, putting some distance between both of our bodies and not talking about what had happened. I even could remember that I watched him sleeping sometimes, when I was woken up earlier than he was. I know I know, this sounded creepy as fuck. But what could I do? He was – no still is – such a handsome guy and I still liked his appearance although his character became something I have grown to hate right now.

"Here take this.", mom gave me a pillow so I could shove it under Justin's head, making this position a bit more comforting. Lying on the ground wouldn't be that great, I guessed.

"If he won't wake up in another five minutes, we need to call an ambulance. Otherwise I guess, everything will be okay. It was just the shock. I get you some water and you need to watch out if something changes. Breathing or skin colour or something like this.", she else told me before leaving the room.