Why?
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How?
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When?
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These are the same questions I would ask myself every day in reality and in the fictional world.
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Why am I still here?
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Why does she hate me so much?
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Why does it affect every word that she says to me?
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Why do I feel this painful feeling inside my chest whenever I spot her being with someone else, that isn't me?
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What did I do to deserve her hateful comments?
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Why does she hurt me?
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When did it start? How? What did I do to her? Who knows?
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Why do I still love her?
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How?
When?
Why?
I need answers, I'm tired both mentally and physically. I just want this feeling to go away, but I can't, my friends even warned me, they tried to help me, but I didn't listen, I was too late and I'm frustrated with myself. I am slowly going insane.
I love her.
I always have and always will be, but I know I have to forget her and move on.
So long, my friend, please don't make the same mistakes I did in the past.
I hope you treat her with respect, kindness, and most importantly, love.
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