The Eren and Levi Project

Forgiveness

Hello Guys! So I was just wondering if there were any AU's/ Ideas you wanted me to put in here? I'm really open to anything, so enjoy!

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Levi stayed at Hanji's house for a week before she noticed that he was getting thin. She rarely saw him eat anything. He just sat on her couch and stared at his phone or cleaned. If he had had a difficult day, Levi would get into these fits, where he just cleaned and cleaned and cleaned. Then, he would cry. Hanji came home during one of these fits one day and watched as he threw his broom across the room and began sobbing. Thankfully, she was there, Levi had just collapsed to the floor in tears and cries.

After 2 weeks, it was a fight just to get Levi to eat.

"Back off Hanji. I'm just not hungry." He argued when she tried to force feed him.

"I'm worried Levi! You're never like this! What am I supposed to do?" She cried, trying to get the man's attention, but it did't work.

The next day, Eren called Hanji.

"H-Hey, Hanji?"He said quietly.

"Eren! Why are you calling me? Why aren't you calling Levi, you know your husband?" She replied sassily.

"I can't Hanji. I hurt him too much. How's he doing?"

"Awful, I can't get him to eat, he just runs, for hours on end. He won't even talk to me, no matter how much I annoy him. He just runs and showers, and sometimes cleans." Hanji takes a deep breathe and takes a seat on her bed. "He needs you Eren."

Eren freezes and quickly hangs up the phone. He had hurt Levi so much, but why? Because Levi insisted on hiding the fact that he and Petra had to be together on screen.

He was just trying to keep you from getting hurt. Something in his head whispered.

It wasn't wrong. Eren knew that Levi would never intentionally hurt him. He pictured Levi on their wedding day, happy and smiling. Then, he pictured Levi the last time he saw him, riding away on his bike, crying, desparate. Eren had caused both emotions, doing completely opposite things. He had no idea why he had kissed Armin. He didn't realize that he was leaning in until their lips touched, and then his tongue was in Armin's mouth. It didn't feel right. Eren had just wanted Armin to be Levi so much in that moment. But when he opened his eyes and saw Armin's blond hair and his blue eyes, he knew that everything would be different.

You don't deserve him. He thought. Eren was right. He didn't deserve a man like Levi.

Just then, the phone rang, pulling him out the slippery slope of depression.

"Hello?" He answered

"Is this Eren Jaeger? Levi Jaeger's husband?" The voice was cold and urgent. There was a lot of beeping in the background.

"Yes. Who's this?" Eren was scared. What happened to Levi?

"Would you be able to come to the hospital? He's been in an accident."

Eren ccould't breathe. How do you inhale again? He clutched his heart and felt the tears well in his eyes once again. The phone fell from his hand and he ran to the garage and climbed into his truck, a wedding present from Levi.

On the drive to the hospital, Eren realized just how stupid he was being. He wasn't letting Levi back because Eren had hurt him. That made no sense.

Levi's okay, so I'll tell him to come back right away.

He couldn'y stop repeating that to himself. He needed to feel like Levi was okay.