Meredith Grey's book of Grey's Anatomy.

The fight

"Your enrolling in my school?" I yelled.

"Shh, quiet down babe, Why you yelling?" He was about to kiss me when I pushed him against the wall.

"I am yelling because you're a freakin idiot!!! YOU ENROLLED HERE?? You go to MY school?!" I screamed louder.

"Yes. I just said that. Now I need to get to class, Angel. I'll see you around." He started to walk away and I screamed. Everyone looked at me when I did and I rushed into a bathroom. Some people were smoking in there so I left and just decided to go to class.

"Derek!" I yelled after class. He kept walking. "Derek? Are you mad at me?" I said as I caught up to him and he kept ignoring me. I stopped. "Oh no. You're going to leave me. You found someone better. Oh god I got to comfortable, I'm so stupid! I can't believe I did this again!" He turned around.

"Wow. You make EVERYTHING a pity party don't you! Oh look it's sad Meredith Grey who can't ever keep anyone around! Just stop! You say you're strong, but you're not. You say you don't care, but you do! You care so much that you let everyone feel bad for you and you know what Meredith. I don't want to take any of your crap any longer. I want you out of my house, but I'll pay for a hotel. Considering you have no one which I'm sure your fine that I say that because you shove it in everyone's face every second you get!" I begin to back away.

"Don't bother, I'll find a place to live myself!" My heart was racing. My head was pounding. Derek's words hurt. Not because of the words he said, but because of the person who said it. I had let another guy in. I-I was going to cry. I needed to get out of there. So I ran. The thing I know how to do best. Run.

I ran out to the parking lot and threw up and then burst into tears. I didn't want to live anymore. No one would care if I was gone. If I could just walk out in front of a car. It would be quick. I would be dead and I wouldn't hurt anyone any longer. I started to walk over to the freeway right by our school when I heard my name being called.

"Meredith!" It was Lexie. "Come in here. You can live with me. I'll drive you there." I glared at her with tears in my eyes.

"I don't want to live with you and your stupid family."

"Meredith, please, I can help you!" I stop and she pulled over.

"How? How can you help me. Oh, I know. Let me get ran over. Let me die in peace." She all of the sudden got out of the car and grabbed my arm. "Let go!" She dragged me into to the car and buckled me in. I tried to unbuckle, but she took my hands away.

"I'll take you to Cristina and we can take you to a therapist or something."

"I don't need to go to a freakin therapist!"

"Fine, just let me take you to my home or to Cristina." I nodded and said, take me to Cristina.

About 5 minutes later we arrived back at the school. I ran over to Cristina and asked her if I could stay for a bit while I try and figure something out.

"What am I going to do!" I cried to Cristina. She looked down not knowing what to say. She put her hand over my hand and then hugged me. "What are you doing?"

"Hugging, it's what people do."

"Sense when are we people?" We laughed.

It had been about a week sense me and Derek had that fight. I figured we were broken up. Especially when I saw Derek with another girl.

"Who is that girl?" I asked Lexie as I looked across the cafeteria at the girl that was flirting with Derek as well as him flirting back. Lexie had been sitting with us ever sense she helped me to Cristina's house on the day of the fight.

"Oh, that's April Kepner."

"That's April? I didn't recognize her with her new red hair!" I looked down.

"Are you okay? We should-"

"Nope, i'm fine! Don't need to worry. He's aloud to date." I said on the verge of tears. I couldn't show I cared, I didn't need a man, but someone had yet again left me.