What you do to me (A g-eazy Fanfiction)

Kehlani.

I still can't believe it. Gerald cheating on me. I thought he loved me, he told me he did! I haven't slept in 3 days I stay up all night crying and taking whatever drugs I can get. My whole body feels so numb but as soon as the feeling goes away I cry and take another pill. This isn't me. But I honestly don't care anymore I'm hurt and don't know how to deal with it I can't stand the pain. I only check my phone to see when my dealer comes other than that it's completely off. Every time I do open it, it starts blowing up with his and Kehlani's texts and miss calls. I just don't want to talk to anyone right now but I feel bad about Kehlani she just wants to help but I don't need any. Nothing can help these drugs are the only thing that can.
I hear the door knock and I immediately get up.
I clean up very fast even though I just had to put the pills away and some stuff that was left out. I spray the room with perfume and open the windows. I hear the door knocking again this time even harder.
"Coming just a second!" I yell then run to the bathroom to clean myself up a little.
I finally go to open the door to see Kehlani standing right there.
"What are you doing here? Is Gerald with you?!" I ask.
"No clam down its just me." She says "Can I come in?"
I open the door for her while she walks in.
"Did he send you?" I ask.
"No! He has nothing to do with this visit. I came here because I was worried about you. And so is he. Gerald hasn't eaten since you've left. Anything going down his throat is either pills or alcohol or even both." She said.
I felt bad but so what?!? He hurt me even more!
"I loved him Kehlani! And he went and hurt me! You think I haven't been chugging down pills and alcohol?!" I yell.
"Clam down Dev it's going to be fine I promise." As soon as she said that I broke down I couldn't hold back the tears.
"Oh no baby come here it's okay let it out I'm here." She said while hugging me.
"I loved him so much Kehlani! He was everything to me! How could he do that?" I said while crying on her.
"Shhh baby it's okay." She said holding me tighter.
I backed away still sobbing. She handed me a tissue and I wiped my tears.
"I ordered pizza and for us and got movies." She said and I laughed I haven't done that in awhile.
"Thank you." I said.
"Don't thank me baby girl I'm here for you." She said then hugged me once again.
We heard the door knock and she let go to open it.
"Hi someone order pizza?" The delivery man said.
"Yes thank you!" She said giving him the money and took the pizza. She shut the door and took out the movies.
"So we have "White Chicks", "Bad Boys" or." I cut her off and said "White Chicks!"
"Alright, do you have soda?" She asked and I nodded.
We put the dvd in and sat next to each other on the couch eating pizza.
"Thanks Kehlani I thought I just wanted to be alone but this is pretty good."
"Mmhm." She said while taking a bite of her pizza.
I really was glad she was here it was making me feel a little better plus I haven't eaten in forever!