big hero six one shots (editing)

(21) Used To Be Everything

A:N: A sad Tadashi x Reader, requested by my friend irl (in real life), not gonna say her name, it's personal ;)

I'm sorry that it's a 'sad' one shot. Not really feeling it these couple of days. But enjoy nonetheless!

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(Y O U) 

You slid inside your dorm, with tears dripping on your pale face, landing on your black dress. You slide down the door, hitting yourself repeatedly on the wood. 

Your roommate, Honey Lemon, knocked roughly, "Y/N! Open up!" 

You don't answer, you put your head in your hands.

"Fine. I'll be at Gogo's dorm." 

You hear Honey Lemon's steps fade away, you unlock the door and you got up and landed on your bright couch, cuddling with a pillow Tadashi gave you once.

Tadashi.

You glare at everything in the room, everything was colorful and bright, which made you angrier.

How dare does anything be colorful in this world when Tadashi isn't here anymore? 

You grip on the pillow, and you look at it. Memories run though your mind as if it was a reflex, remembering all those was so painful.

It was the day of Tadashi's funeral, it was hard enough to think about it, what more if you actually had to go?

Honey Lemon urged you, but you did not want to attend to your boyfriend's funeral, it wasn't  that you didn't love him. It was just the fact that you were going to see him, dead. 

Well, there wasn't a body anymore. They just took ashes from the burnt building, that used to be the SFIT showcase. 

It happened so fast. 

Too fast. 

But, nevertheless, you attended. You hugged Hiro the whole time, knowing how much pain he was in. You didn't say any words of comfort, knowing yourself that never worked. 

You've attened funerals all your life, relatives, family friends, even your own parents.

At age 18, you were very independent. You never needed to rely on anyone. 

Except Tadashi.

You had disorders, depressions, emotional disorders. Everything, and he was always there. He was everything to you, but he had to run into a burning building?!

Your phone rang, you glance at it and you read the caller I.D: Hiro 

You immediately answer it, "Hey Y/N." A shaky voice answered,

"Hey. How've you been?" 

"Worse than you," He says, laughing sadly, "Y/N, I just. I need someone to talk to, I don't really want to talk about this to anyone else, they just," 

"Don't know, I know Hiro, I know. I'm here." 

You could feel that he was smiling, "I just, can't eat, or sleep. Every time I close my eyes, I see him." 

You nod, "Me too. I just arrived at my dorm. Honey Lemon left me in peace." 

"Ha," he laughed silently, "Well, I just wanted to talk, to someone who I know that will really understand." 

"Yeah, me too." 

You two exchange stories about Tadashi, laughing at his little quirks that Hiro told you that even you, never knew about.

You told him the time when you were partners with a cute guy in Chemistry, he was even trying to flirt with you, Tadashi got so jealous he asked the teacher if he could be your partner instead.

"He was a jealous jellybean," You laugh at the memory, "That guy never spoke to me." 

"And he should," Hiro says, in a playful tone, "Tadashi was never really the jealous type, really, it was just you. Gosh Y/N, he was so in love with you,  he would never shut up and we would absolutely never stop swooning about you." 

You laugh, "Neither did I." 

"You love him right?" 

"Hiro," You say, "I love him more than myself." 

"Me too. He was, my only family. He was everything to me." 

"Yeah, me too." 

You always knew that Tadashi had this spark, he would always inspire and influence every person he met, that's one of the many reasons why you loved him.

"Hiro, can I tell you something?" 

"Anything, what?"

"I love him, so much. He's my everything, at least, he used to be." 

"Never say that," he says, 

"Never say that I love Tadashi?!" 

"No! That he used to be, he always is." 

"Yeah, you're right." 

He's my everything, even if he's gone. Tadashi Hamada's legacy will live on.

Because he believed in me, and I'll repay him.

Because I love him.

He's my everything.

He really is.

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A:N: Not the best or the longest, but that's only kind of writing I can do at this time. Please leave requests! Because my mind is just BLERB.

Also, I'll try to post every weekend. But, I don't know if I can promise that.

School is just very tiring and busy, and I have some other things too. 

So, sorry guys for slow updates.

But I love you guys ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for all the support! Hey, we've gone this far.

Bye guys! 

~LLama out.