Bad Boy (Kian Lawley)

Chap. 13

Decisions are harder than I thought.

I woke up at Kian's the next day.
I missed my mom, and the fact that I walked away from her made me sad.
I called her.
"Hello." she said in a choked up voice
"Mom".
"Honey, where are you? are you okay? I love you, I'm sorry". she said
"I love you too. and I fine and if I told you who's house I was at you'd be mad". I say tearing up.
"Who is this boy, Ava Rose DiMercurio".
"His name is Kian. And I really love him mom, if you could only meet him."
"Come over in a hour with him". she said laughing and crying

"Kian wake up", I said rubbing his bare chest.
he opened his eyes. "Goodmorning".
"Someone very important wants to meet you, Kian". I say smiling.
"Who?" he says furrowing his brow.
"Momma" I say laughing
he laughed and agreed to go and meet her, which I thought he would be to shy. He amazes me everyday.

He said he needed a shower, and I said I did too, and we got in together. nothing sexual, which was hard to complete. He washed my hair and I tried to reach his. Not everything has to be sexual he said. he was right.

we got dressed a drove over to my house. I walked in to the smell of turkey and mashed potatoes. Was she cooking?
I walked into the kitchen. kian following. she gasped as she saw his height. "hello" she
waved.
"Hi how are you". he said leaning in for a hug.
she hugged back.
"Well, your my daughters lover?" she said laughing. he covered his face and replied with "Yes."

we all sat and had lunch. me, kian, my mom and Lizzie and Noah.
Noah liked kian and they played PS4 together all night.
my mom told me, that i shouldn't rush into sex, and no sexual things.
I opened up to her, and told her how kian made me feel, and that I wanted to loose it to him, I wanted to feel that experience with him.
She said when I'm ready, im ready but not to rush.
she agreed? she wanted me too.
"When I was younger my mom said I couldn't do, sex, drugs, stay out late. in one week I had sex, smoked weed and stayed at my boyfriends. I got pregnant with you at 19. I moved to my boyfriends and he ended cheating on me. so that is why I am telling you to go ahead when your ready. you 17 you'll be 18 in what, 4 months? I lost my virginity at 15." she laughed and shook her head.

"Can kian sleepover?" I ask.
"Sure sure, why not the kid is decent." she said swatting us away.
"No noises waking me up." she joked.
we walk upstairs and I push him on my bed.
"guess what." I say
"Yeah what?" he said smirking
"I'm aloud to have sex with you." I say poking his chest.
he laughs. "Not right away, right."
"No. I'm afraid." I say sitting on his lap.
he puts his arms around me and looks at me.
"I want a tattoo." I say
"Okay, we will go." he says smiling at me.
I kiss him and we drift of to sleep.
Kian was approved by momma DiMircurio