gloomy Monday morning
well the weekend went faster than usual.
on Friday, was the party, then me acacia and Sam went out for lunch, and on Sunday I just stayed in.
me and kian haven't talked since Friday and I'm beginning to think that he's giving up with me because I haven't done it with him. as much as I don't want to have sex with him I don't want him to give up on me! I really don't. I am thinking I have feelings for him, more than just a crush. I'll see him at school anyway.
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my first class today was health. Ms. Dobbins, she was okay.
I walked with Acacia because she had the same class. I wanted to tell her about kian and the feelings I had for him. thinking about kian made me hope to see him in the hallway.
i wanted kian to come up, hug me. and then kiss me, and show all my friends I was his.
I tried not to think of him, the more I did I wanted to kiss him, and do stuff with him. He made me want this, so I would want him. I don't want to be on that list.
We walked into room 233
took our seats at a table. Me acacia and a empty seat.
"Hey Acacia".
"Yeah?", she said looking over at me
"When you said in the lunchroom on Friday, you and kian had a sexual interaction, what did you mean?" I said taking out my book.
Her face paused. She put down her phone back in her bag, like she was a grandma about to tell a tale. "Ava, why are you asking this?" She said with a stern tone. "I dunno, I wanted to know what Kian was actually like, I mean everyone says he's so bad, how bad is he actually". I said slamming my pencil
"Ava, we were just touchy feely okay?" she said
"Okay".
"Okay then" she rolled her eyes.
Why was it so hard for her to tell me?
"Okay, break is over. Guys and Girls take out your Health and Sciences textbook to page 668." Ms. Dobbins said while pulling down the white board.
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Acacia kept moving over, and i felt a little uncomfortable. Ms. Dobbins had a hand sign, for girls who had to use the bathroom if they had there, period. Although I never used it. I needed to get out of that class. I put up my Hand with the sign and she nodded her head.
I picked up my bag and walked out.
The bathroom was all the way down at the cafeteria hallway. I walked, past hallway 1 , Hallway 2. I heard laughing. and coming down the hall was Jc, Kian and Dominic. I took a deep breath and fixed my hair.
"Hey Ava". said Jc I waved back.
"Kian say hi to your bae". Dominic joked
Kian walked over to me and hugged me "Hi Ava". he said biting his lip.
"Hi kian". I smiled.
They kept walking, as I entered the bathroom.
wow. omg. ugh, that was perfect. I was so lovey Dovey right now. I had detention today and it was with kian again. I think I'm gonna actually let him talk to me.
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"Bye Sam". I said waving to him about to go to detention. I was actually excited to go, and wouldn't mind to keep getting it. I was alone with him. I liked that. I entered the room it was empty I was early. like 7 minutes early.
Mr. Allan handed me the packet and waited for kian to get there.
he walked in.
I stared.
"Hey Mr," he said and took his packet and sat in the same exact seat as Friday. Right next to me. what a surprise right?
Mr. Allan stated the rules and left.
"Hey Ava". he said nudging me
"Hey kian" I said happily
"Wow, your in a good mood". he said smiling
"I guess"
" sorry for hugging you today, and Dom saying your bae it was just weird". he said winking.
I laughed "It's fine Kian".
I pulled out my phone to check the time.
"hey can we take selfies?"
I laughed "No".
"why please?" he begged.
I posed.
he looked over to me. I like that, "Do you have Instagram?" he asked
"Yes kian, my name is @ avedimurcurio." I typed it in his phone.
I got a notification, follow request from @ kikilawl "Nice name" I laughed
" I know"
we were laughing hysterically.
"okay. well I'm going home, I'll FaceTime you okay?" he said while getting up and walking out.
I got up and followed.
that was good, I liked kian. and I'm starting to realize it.
DU LIEST GERADE
Bad Boy (Kian Lawley)
Fanfic"Don't fall in love with a bad boy." my mom said. I did. - all rights go to me, no copying my plot, words and no translations I will not allow any of that :)) **** THIS IS FROM 8TH GRADE PLS it's cringe i just keep it up for clout *******