Bad Boy (Kian Lawley)

Chap. 21

A new relationship.

after the dance, I went home. I'm such a hopeless romantic.. After that big thing I let Kian back in. Honestly I think 50% of me loves kian and 49% hates him and 1% just is scared. 
I want to be with Kian. After that kiss, he's nonstop texted me.. and called me. maybe he is serious.

Connor, well I have heard from him once since the dance. and he told me he had to talk to me, but he never did.. I think he's mad. I hope not because drama is getting bad. Me and El? Honestly we haven't talked like we have for our whole lives for a whole month. these past months have been so many tears almost enough to fill the swimming pool at school.
Sam and El? Nope.. I mean yeah there 'dating' but she jumps back in forth from Jc and Sam. Ugh. I didn't wanna say it but "whore"
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Sunday's are always boring but, me and Kian are 'hanging'. I mean I don't know what that means anymore.
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He nudged his head on my shoulder "Let's do something." Kian said.
"Okay, okay." I say jumping up and turning music up, super loud.
I started dancing, looking dumb. He started laughing hysterically. "WHAT? let's see if you can dance better!" I say pulling his hands signaling him to stand up.
He stood up and started listening to Hideaway - Daya
I watched him as we twisted around and around.
We stopped and looked at each other. He put his phone on the AUX cord and put a song on
Hard To Love - Lee Brice.
"This is me." he said holding my hands.
I listened, (guys actually listen)
this was him. It really was.
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Later that night me and Kian were in my room just hanging out and cuddling. We weren't rushing and I was glad.
"So, do you like me düüd?" he asked in that weird childish voice.
I laughed "I mean, I guess." I said laughing a lot
he looked up and stared at me. "Wow omg really?" he screamed
"Yes.." I said still laughing
we kissed. and it was like I fell in love all over again.
I heard the sound of wheels pulling up, our driveway was rocks so of course I could hear. It was my mom.
"Kian, you have to leave soon." I said worried
"Why?" he said sounding even more worried then me
"My mom, after what happened she doesn't want me with you. She said your bad news." I said putting my head down.
"Fine.." He said picking his things up and hugging me.

I had to tell my mom.