Like Night [Kylo Ren x Reader Lemon]

Kylo Ren

When you came back to your senses, you felt aware of your throbbing headache and your sore muscles, but you felt a little better. You blinked, your vision quite blurry and you became alarmed, not knowing where you were. You were locked up in some prison cell, but chained to a bed-like table. You struggled to open the restraints, but couldn't. You looked around frantically, but then you saw something in the corner of your eye.

A black figure shuffled closer, holding a red lightsaber to your neck. You tried to escape the heat of the lightsaber's energy radiating off it, but you couldn't move your head any further back. The figure stared at you with a menacing look, although it was just a mask. "What is a Jedi doing here?" He says, causing you to flinch. His cold, metallic voice seemed so harsh and it made you want to run away, but you knew you couldn't. Before being able to answer, he repeated himself and you finally tell him you were on a mission.

Although you knew it was wrong to be telling him this, you were afraid. Deathly afraid of this mysterious man and you didn't want your life to end just because you were being stubborn against the First Order, it seemed stupid. You felt the heat leave when the figure moved his lightsaber away, but he still stared down at you. "Are you with the Resistance?"

You immediately responded with a slurred yes, and his aura became infuriating. You could feel hatred radiate off of him and you looked away, but his hand reached out and suddenly you felt like you were dying. Your head felt heavy and you couldn't look away, your eyes strained to the same place. You felt like screaming, but you couldn't open your mouth. You took a deep breath, trying your hardest to calm down.

That's when something about him reminded you of someone. A certain motherly figure in your life, Leia. He seemed to be kind and gentle when he wanted to, but how you knew this is a mystery. You parted your lips finally, choking out the words, "Kylo Ren. .?"

He paused, leaning back and releasing you from your mind torture. He crouches down to your height, actually being quite tall, and says in a voice so low and robotic, it made chills run down your spine.

"Well done, you figured out my name. But don't interrupt me when I'm asking questions."

You bit back your words, trying to stay quiet. His mask was close to your face, and you grew curious about what could be under it. Before being able to ask him to take his mask off, he stands up, whirling out of the cell, leaving you alone.

For days, you grew hungrier and more thirsty, your tongue dry and your body weak. Each day, Kylo Ren would visit you and torture you mentally and physically to get answers out. But you didn't tell him anything about where the Resistance was, and this infuriated him. He constantly thrashed his lightsaber against a cell wall when you wouldn't answer and this made you grow fearful for your life.

One day, however, was different. He came walking in and reached up, his hands raising up his mask as a hissing noise emitted. He dropped it to the floor and you, almost passed out from all your fatigue, looked up at him.

Your eyes widen and you felt energetic suddenly. His handsome features were so defined and his lips looked warm and inviting, driving you to a sudden attraction. You realized it was wrong and you looked away, avoiding eye contact with his dark brown, handsome chocolatey eyes. He took a gloved hand, forcing you to face him. "[Y/N]," He said suddenly, causing your heart to race.

"I get whatever I want. And what I want right now is to know where the Resistance is."

You shook your head, frowning. You tried to block him out from your thoughts, but suddenly his hand reached out and it was near impossible for you to stop thinking about him when he was inside your mind. You felt him sift through memories and make his way throughout your mind, making his presence be known. You stared at him, your cheeks feeling like they're about to catch fire.

"Tell me where they are and you'll get a gift." He says huskily, running a hand across your cheek. He was trying to seduce you into giving up the Resistance, but you held back and didn't mutter a word. He tossed off his gloves angrily, hitting a wall with them as he got closer, trying his hardest not to snap at you. He touched your hair, running his fingers through it ever so gently, his breath a mix of mint and his body smelling nice like cologne.

"I'll never tell you where my friends are!" You say stubbornly and all of a sudden, he snaps and hits you, causing you to pass out.

Day after day, you would get visited by Kylo Ren, but he seemed much more gentler and he often didn't wear his mask when talking with you. The two of you became close after talking and he let you out of your restraints one day.

You looked at him with surprise, wondering why he let you go. He seemed upset about something, his adorable face all red with embarrassment. "I shouldn't be doing this, but I can't help but feel guilty for hurting you."

"Oh." Is all you could manage to say, looking away, rubbing your wrists. He sat down, holding the bridge of his nose like he had a migraine. You reached out and lightly touched his shoulder, leaning down and comforting him. You knew he felt bad about hurting you previously, but you didn't mind anymore. As long as you could talk to him, you felt better about the day. You always talked about your problems in life and what stressed the two of you out, and it was a good form of counselling. He looked over at you, his eyes showing slight hints of fear and some other mysterious emotion you couldn't figure out.

He held his gloves in his hands, and you gently and slowly reached for them, holding them. He explained all his problems about feeling guilty and feeling pity towards others, when he shouldn't. You comforted him and told him it was a regular human emotion, but he didn't like those words and roughly pushed you away.

"What do you know? You're not from the Dark side!"

"I know what you feel, Ren." You assure him, but he just angrily looks at you like the spoiled brat he is. "No, you don't."

"Yes I do! Because I'm slowly falling for you! And I know it's wrong, but I can't help it." You yell, turning your head away from him and crossing your arms. You couldn't see this, but his face blossomed red and he quickly got up, pulling you up with him and he put you back into your restraints.

He put his gloves and his mask back on, exiting the room and leaving you in a hurt, rejected emotion. You wondered when Rey and the others will come back for you, hoping they're all okay without you.