Temptation ||Cowan Fanfiction||

Ch.7 Hope is for Suckers

Previously in - Temptation
Coreys P.O.V
We walked down the stairs and suddenly her phone dinged. "It's peyton. He says that he and sabrina watched our entire picnic and there waiting to see us" she said. Woah Pey, stalker much. I rolled my eyes playfully. "Oh and it also says sabrina wants to see me... NOW" || Rowan was gone for at least 30 minutes.I saw Rowan and peyton sitting on a park bench, and what I saw next broke my heart. "Rowan?". "Corey I swear it's not what it looks like" she started, but I cut her off. "Not what it looks like?" I asked my voice dangerously low. "IT LOOKS LIKE MY EX GIRLFRIEND AND MY BEST FRIEND WERE KISSING BEHIND MY BACK" I screamed. "Ex?" She asked crying.|| "You have 3 days to tell what just happened. Or were done" I said coldly. I walked away leaving behind my 'bestfriend', the love of my life and my heart.
Rowan's P.O.V
(A/N I wanted to let you know I'll be starting this off from the part where Rowan leaves to talk with Pey and sab)
I ran off to find peyton and sabrina, mostly sabrina, to tell them about the date. I saw peyton pacing around in a suit and tie. "Hey peyton!" I yelled and went to hug him. "Hey beauty." He smiled. I blushed awkwardly. Beauty? He knows I'm dating corey....right? "Where sabby? I thought you said." "Rowan, I lied." He whispered. What? Why would he lie. "Why? If you wanted to talk to me you could've just said so." "I'm sorry it's just...Rowan I..... I love you ok!" He blurted so loudly that I hoped Corey heard it. I hadn't noticed how long we've been talking around twenty minutes. I couldn't shake the feeling of someone watching me though. I sat down and so did peyton. "Look peyton your sweet and all but I'm in live with core-" I started but got cut off by peyton's lips on mine. I didn't kiss back but I didn't push him away either. I just, didn't have time to react. I pulled away when I heard a familiar voice say my name. "Rowan" Corey mumbled. Oh no, this probably looks horrible. "Corey it's not what it looks like" I tried to explain as I jumped up and walked up to him. "Not what it looks like?" He asked in a low voice. The type of low a villain has when they ask you to say your last words. You know scary quiet. I gulped and fought tears. Here it comes. "IT LOOKS LIKE MY EX GIRLFRIEND AND MY BEST FRIEND WERE KISSING BEHIND MY BACK" He screamed and I flinched and backed away knowing he was going to get violent soon. Better start planning peys' funeral. Suddenly It clicked in my head what he just said. He just said his ex girlfriend.as in not anymore. Oh no. No, I can't loose him. "Ex?" I asked the years finally rolling down my cheeks. "Unless you have the most perfect explanation for why you were kissing then yes ex" Corey yelled again. I backed up more when he turned to look at peyton. Better call the ambulance now. I got out my phone while still crying."Rowan... look away" I turned my head knowing that peyton was a goner. I heard peyton yell in pain and turned around to Corey kicking him in his *cough* area and winced. He yelled at peyton and turned me. His expression softened. "You have 3 days to tell what just happened. Or were done" He said coldly, and walked away. I wiped my eyes and looked at a groaning peyton. I helped him up, I'm mad and dumb not heartless. He stood up still clutching his section. "Thank yo-" He started before I slapped him as hard as I could. My hand stung like hell. Hey, I'm not that dumb to just let him off the hook. " Look what you did you.. Idiot!" I said struggling not to beat him up myself. He looked like he was about to pass out and like I said I'm not heartless. "I'm sorry I just-" He started. "You just what peyton?!" I screamed. "YOU JUST 'LOVED' ME SO MUCH THAT YOU SINGLE HANDEDLY DESTROYED MY RELATIONSHIP?!?" I yelled on the top of my lungs. He tried to talk but I stopped him. There was nothing he could say that would fix what he had done. He was waiting his breath. "Your pathetic peyton." I spat. He got up and looked upset. Good. "Don't ever speak to me again." I said a little louder. I don't care if I'm being harsh. He ruined my lively hood so why should he be alive? " In fact consider yourself cut off the show and out of our (A/N Her friends, duh) lives!" I hollered. He grimaced and he eyes got teary. Oh man up peyton. I turned around and walked away, but not before yelling- "ROT IN HELL PEYTON!"
And I meant it.
< A/N Row is at home, 3 days later!>
I felt like I was worthless. I called Corey 5 times but he wouldn't answer. I've nothing the past three days but cry and try to figure out why I was so dumb. You should have pushed him. You should have yelled for corey. You shouldn't have just let him kiss you. I played with the necklace around my neck. I noticed it was in grave on the back of the heart.
'To my lovely princess- 'Your love is my life'
I started to cry again. I had gotten used to the feeling of tears sliding down my face. My phone started ringing. It was sabrina, not Corey so I didn't answer. I got up and walked to my bathroom. I heard her ring tone again. Her ring tone was 'your loves like' and it just reminded me of Corey. Every thing reminded me of Corey, Music did, eating did, talking did, breathing.... I tied my hair up as i got an idea. What's the point, the three days are over. Corey was right. Without love why be alive. I pulled the blades out of the razor in my drawer and took some random pill bottle out of my cabinet. I heard the phone ring again and froze. Am I really doing this. What would Corey or sab think? Corey wouldn't care, he hates me. And chances are when sab finds out I kissed peyton when I know she likes him she'll hate me too. My mom was dead and my dad could care less. What do I have to loose? I got my phone and went ot camera. Sabrina will find this video. I finished taping it and for good measure I taped myself taking the first 5 pills. Good bye world, I guess. I cut my wrist over and over again sloppily. Die already! I finished the bottle of pills and soon I couldn't find any more skin to cut. I heard my door burst open. "ROWAN!" Yelled a blurry figure. Too late I thought happily, as everything faded to black.
I'm dead.
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Hello my prettykitties, PKK here,
No Rowan! Why are you doing this. Don't worry this book is *far* from over so just calm down. Although I'm debating if Rowan should really die. Anyway I hope you enjoyed this... sad chapter. Never mind. I hope this chapter wasn't too sad or horrible, and until the next chapter-
Bye-bye my prettykittykats, meow!