Suicide / / muke [SLOW UPDATES]

1.4

1.4

||mikeys pov||

"michael, why do you do this to yourself?" luke softly said. what the hell is wrong with this guy? doesn't he know he caused this?

"w-what kind of f-fucking
q-question is that?" I mumbled. then got up and dust the dirt off my pants and sweater. Before I could walk away I heard luke call my name. I groan in annoyance and turned around facing luke causing our nose to touch. I awkwardly walk a few feet back.

"what the h-hell do you w-want?"  i snapped. 

"just tell me, why do you do this to yourself?" I let out a loud groan.

"don't you e-even k-know? d-do y-you know why i-i do t-this to m-myself?" I asked with a head tilt. luke shook his head.

dickhead.

"this" I paused then lift up my sleeve revealing my cuts showing it to him. " this is what you caused, you made me do this! You tell everyone awful things about me! you make fake rumors! And ruin my fucking life! And now your just asking me these dumb questions! what the hell is fucking wrong with you?! Every god damn day I refuse to go to school! because I don't wanna deal with your shit! and I don't even fu-" before I could slap him straight in the face luke interrupted me.

"I like you"

and that's when my heart pounded out of my chest. I pulled down my sleeve.

"w-what?" My eyes widen. why would he like me. he hates me. everyone hates me. He ruined my life.

"i said i fucking like you for fucks sakes michael!" luke snapped causing me to flinch at his voice.

"w-why?" I asked quietly. I looked up at him and luke groaned.

"because I do. your eyes. your hair. your voice. Everything, and now I did this to you. You're fucking hurting yourself because of me" luke frowned. I had no words to say, I was shocked.

"w-well why do you do this?  why hurt me w-when you l-like me? " I asked.

"because I don't know how to show my feelings!" luke snapped making me flinch.

"i'm sorry for yelling, I just never told someone I liked them" luke explained.

"b-but what a-about those g-girls you dated?" i asked.

"I never had feelings for girls. I just use them to cover up my gayness." luke said as i let out a 'oh'.

an awkward silence came and then luke began to speak.

"listen I'm sorry for what I did. the awful things I said and did." Luke apologized. I ignored him with an eye roll the walked back to the school leaving luke like a pouty dog. I heard Luke call my name again repeating it turning into yells. i raised my hand up and flipped him off earning a gasp from Luke.

feeling like a bad bitch walking like Taylor Swift from the bad blood music video. which is okay.

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Thats it! hope you liked this chapter :-)

ha. I'm just messing with you it's not done yet. I wanna make this chapter long ;-)

long as the cliffoconda ;-)
okay something's wrong with me.

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"michael, honeyyy" I heard a druken soft voice echoed through the hallway.  my eyes flutter open turning in to blinks. i sat up my bed and lazily walked up to the door. I opened it revealing my mum. she's never like this. she never drinks. well only one shot of vodka.