Suicide / / muke [SLOW UPDATES]

0.2

0.2

||Mikeys pov||

Beep! Beep! Beep!

"Shut the fuck up!" I said as I pickup my alarm clock and Threw it in the wall, I get up from my bed and rub my eyes till my vision became clearer.

I lazily walk to the bathroom and take a quick shower.

*5 minutes*

I wrap a towel around my waist and begin to shake my hair like a dog, after I shake my hair I go to my bedroom and to my drawer, I pick out a Greenday shirt, black skinny jeans, a pair of socks, along with brackets on my left wrist.

I walk downstairs and got a bowl then poured cereal.

"Mikey?!" A voice yelled across the hallway.

mum.

"yeah?" I yell back.

"It's 6:52am mikey! school starts at in twenty minutes!" mum yells as she walk to the kitchen.

"alright alright," i whispered and I head out the door with my black shoes and backpack.

"mums these days" i mumbled, rolling my eyes.

*Parking lot*

i walk into the schools parking and see luke and his, so called 'gang', smoking outside, leaning against his red car.

smoking could kill you, but I don't mind if you do. I thought in my head than secretly smiled.

"hey loser!" luke yelled, my eyes widen as I walk faster to the entrance of the building.

"holy fuck! don't walk away while I'm talking to you!" luke yells and ran to me then pushed me to the bricked wall, I groan in pain than squeezed my eyes shut.

"please don't hurt me," I whimper, I felt a sharp pain on my stomach and a another on my face.

i gasped for air then opened my eyes and wrapped my arms around my stomach.

"you stupid little piece of shit, just fucking die already. no one fucking wants you here, jerk" luke chuckled, he the punched my right rib and ran.

I slid my back down on the bricked wall then carefully landed on my bum then pushed my knees close to my chest with tears streaming down my face.

Maybe I should just die.

Why am I even still alive?.

I shouldn't be here.

No one would notice anyways.

these thoughts I'm having right now are killing me, maybe I should just go.

I sigh and get up with a groan, I walked to class without limping so no one would notice but failed.

"mikey, is everything okay?" a voice said behind my back asked, i turn around and see calum and niall, i fake a smile and whisper a 'yes'.

"c'mon mikey, you can trust us we're your best mates, we tell each other anything, tell us what wrong" Niall pouted , I don't really tell them all my secrets, they don't know that I harm myself or I'm suicidal , so there gonna probably leave if I tell them the truth that why I don't wanna tell them.

"nothing, I'm positively fine" i faked a laugh, calum and niall started at me strangely but decided to brush it off.

"oh alright"

"now c'mon, let's get to class!" Niall said, we all have first period together which is science.

"Sure lets go!" calum cheered.
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I know this one is short but at least I posted the second chapter!

Next chapter will be posted soon!