Suicide / / muke [SLOW UPDATES]

3.4

3.4

[rape content ]
[trigger warning]

|| mikeys pov ||

As I was walking to lukes at twelve o'clock in the morning , I heard footsteps at the back of me , I turned around seeing a man wearing a white mask with a black hoodie and black jeans .

" what's a pretty boy walking around at twelve o'clock in the morning ? You do know that's the time when people like me come out . " the white mask man walked closer up to me as I walked backer .

" I-I'm going to m-my - h-he - I-I -"

" you do ramble a lot , huh baby girl ? " I tensed at the pet name , before I could turn around and run away , the white mask man grabbed me by the forearm then pulled me . He pulled his hand out to my neck and his other hand to lock my hands together , I let out a loud scream but he removed his hand from my neck to my mouth .

" shut up or I'll kill you " the white mask man whispered in the ear , the white mask pulled me to a dark alley and pinned me against the brick wall . The white mask man pulled out duck tape then taped my mouth shut , he then taped my hands together causing me to whimper at the pain , the next thing he did was blind fold me .

" you're welcome baby girl , " I heard him cooed .

I screamed as loud as I can but it was no use , I felt tears coming out as I felt a pair of lips on my jaw and a hand palming me through my jeans .

" moan for me princess , don't hold it in , I know you enjoying it " I shook my head no .

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I ran as fast as I can to lukes house , I looked back seeing louis running after me , yes , I said louis . I'm sorry Louis but it was a fucking bad idea to untie my hands so you could force me to give you a blow job . But it's ends with a twist , I bit his dick .

" come back here you little slut! " louis yelled , my heavy breathing began to dry up my throat causing me to breathe uncontrollably . I stumbled down on the sidewalk looking back at louis who was inches closer to me .

" I got you now , you faggit! " louis spat and got on top of me , his legs on both sides of my hips , he then punched my jaw . I screamed out in pain , tears rolling down my cheeks .

" s-stop " I choked out a loud sob , louis began to punch my gut several times , I tried pulling him off but he was just so strong and muscular [an : imagine louis like this . aha oml he's just a smol bean ]

I used my hands as protection but it was no use .

I was weak . 

I , Michael Gordon Clifford , shall let louis beat me up to death , so I could be happy .

" just fucking kill me already " i whispered , louis looked at me with a smirk . My breaths turned into wheezing , blood dripping down my nose , bruises everywhere .

" gladly , you don't even deserve to fucking live! no wonder why your mum left you , she must've hated you so fucking much , no one with notice that you're gone and no one will ever love you . " louis snapped , I closed my eyes waiting for the pain , I felt a louis got up and started kicking me .

luke's house was two houses away were I was right now , it was three o'clock in the morning now , how could he possibly be awake , he's probably spying on me , laughing his ass off .

louis then got off as I felt woozy , I opened my eyes only seeing a blurry louis walk away . My eyes began to feel heavy , I didn't bother keeping them open , i wanted to be happy .

" thank you louis "

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I woke up in a hospital bed , earning sharp pains on my ribs , legs , and arms , tears began to stream down my cheeks . Why didn't louis just fucking shot me , or stabbed me to death . I'd loved that . I looked around the room where I was , until my eyes locked onto a paper ; from luke .

I slowly grabbed it with my left hand then unfolded .

Dear Michael ,
I heard about what happened to you , I should've been out there looking for you , but instead I thought you were at home , sleeping . I don't know when you're gonna wake up , you've been asleep for a week , doctors told me you have some broken ribs . When I heard what happened to you , I blamed myself , I blamed myself so bad that I punched the wall , I also cried . I wish you would read this letter , I don't want you to go in a coma again ... I miss you , yes , I said it , I miss you , so fucking much! I miss your giggles , I miss your smile , oh fuck , you smile was my most favourite , I just loved it so fucking much , but anyway hope you wake up soon love .
- sadly written by luke :c

I looked at myself seeing a cast on my arm , wow , didn't know louis was that strong .

Later , the door opened .

" oh hi! I'm Melanie as in your nurse , you've been asleep for a week , badly beaten love . But luckily ! You survived" the nur- melanie said as she walked towards me . She took out the clip board and asked me questions .

" so , Michael who did this to you ?"

" louis " i whispered , blankly staring at the ceiling .

" louis who ? "

" louis tomlinson " I whispered again , I heard melanie hum and wrote on her clip board , after asking a bunch more questions , she spoke again .

" okay michael , so there's this dude outside , he's been here since he knew about what happened to you , I think his name is Lucas ? " Melanie explained . My heart stopped , my eyes widen in surprise , does she mean luke ?

" do you mean luke ? " I asked curiously . Melanie thought for a while but then nodded , a wide smile formed on my face .

" could you send him in ?"

" sure " melanie walked out the door as I hear voices echoing . Later , I saw Luke standing there with tears running down his cheeks . Luke ran up to me and hugged me .

I hugged back .

Well , it was hard for me to hug back since I have a cast on my arm .

" I missed you so much Michael ," luke whispered , I don't know if I missed luke , it felt like yesterday when I woke up . Do I like Luke? wait- I just love his smile , God his smile is just ugh! I just love it so much , and his hugs are so sweet and warm . It makes me have these tickles in my tummy and - oh my gosh ,  I think I like Luke . Before he would say something else , I spoke .

" I missed you too "

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Hello my fellow beautiful people! It is I ! Oh my gosh I should stop , but anyways I'm back - again . I'm sorry for not updating earlier - again . I feel like a horrible person . I keep promising you guys that I will update earlier but I end up breaking them :c 

Next update is who knows when :)

" God ?" - fanfic Niall .