Suicide / / muke [SLOW UPDATES]

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||mikeys pov||

{3 months later}

messy hair, bags under my eyes, bruises everywhere, just great.
Friends left me, I'm lonely. Wrists hurt, thighs hurt, face hurts, hurting inside and out.

Wearing long sleeved sweaters to school everyday. just perfect. Everything's okay. I'm okay. I'm fine.

"Michael? Are you okay?" I heard Mr.Nicholas say. I looked up and saw him standing aside my desk. I nodded my head.

"Are you sure? " I nodded.

2 weeks ago my mum found a new boyfriend . His names Danny. Danny tells me that my mum is better off without me after he said that he punched and kicked me several times. My mum never knew that happened. I had to lie about the bruises. I told her that I ran into a pole and fell on my face.

She didn't believe me. I didn't wanna tell her. If I told her Danny would hurt me more.

I hate Danny.

"Okay class! Today we are gonna learn-" my eyes started to get heavy and heavy. Maybe a little nap won't hurt.

-•-

"hey michael?" I heard a familiar voice say. I opened my eyes and looked up. Seeing Niall standing there. I raised my eyebrows as in 'what'.

"are you okay?" Niall asked. Why would he care? He left me alone.

"y-yeah" I lied. Niall gave me a confused look. yes Niall I have been cutting. shocker.

"michael, please tell me what's wrong? you're not the michael I knew before" Niall asked worriedly.

"a-after you guys l-left m-me I haven't b-been t-the same" I mumbled and looked down.

"I'm so sorry michael, please forgive me" Niall begged.

"W-Why w-would I forgive y-you? A-After y-you a-and c-calum l-left m-me a-alone for t-three months" I scoffed. When Niall was gonna speak the bell rang. I grabbed my bag putting it over my shoulder and walked out, ignoring Niall.

"Wait! Michael" I heard Niall yell then grabbed my wrist. I winched and gasped loudly. I snatched it away seeing Niall with wide eyes.

"M-Michael, P-please just li-" I immediately ran outside hearing Niall yell my name out. Tears started streaming down my cheeks. When I got under the bleachers I choked out a loud sob.

After a few minutes of crying I heard someone whistle behind me. I looked back and saw luke with a smirk. he wasn't with anybody. just by himself.

I grabbed my bag and walked past luke since it's the way back. but then luke blocked my way.

"where the hell are you going freak?" luke smirked. I pointed at the school as luke shook his head.

"You're not going anywhere after you were here, this is my spot. Not yours!" Luke snapped causing me to winch.

"I-it's just a s-spot" I mumbled then looked down. I walked around luke but then luke grabbed my wrist. what's with the people grabbing wrists instead of sleeves. I winced. not wanting to gasp because luke might say something.

Luke gave me a confused look and slowly lift up my sleeve. But I quickly snatched it away.

"s-stop" I whispered then tears started streaming down my cheeks.

"michael, do you cut yourself?" Luke asked with a worried look. Why does he even fucking care? he's my fucking bully for fuck sakes.

"n-no" I lied. why am I even still here? I slowly turned around and began walking towards the school.

"wait michael, are you lying to me?" luke asked, i mumbled a 'no', i heard Luke's footsteps coming towards me. why the hell is he following me?  couple seconds later luke blocked my way again.

"Your lying to me michael" I shook my head no.

"what happened to the name 'freak'?" I mumbled, luke ignored the question and spoke.

"why don't you have friends? what happened to that asian kid and Irish kid?"

"I don't have friends. what you said is true. Thanks for ruining my life luke. And there names are calum and niall." i snapped and walked past him.

"well now I feel bad. Michael just hear me talk for like 5 minutes?" I heard luke ask behind me. i let out a sigh and turned around.

"okay, Michael can I see your wrist?" my eyes widen as I shook my head quickly.

"w-what kind of q-question is that? Your j-just w-wasting my t-time" I scoffed. I turned around and walked hoping luke won't talk to me again.

I felt someone tackle me causing me to fall on the ground.

"If you're not gonna show me then I'll do it my self" luke grunted. I started to fight my way out but he was to muscular. luke turned me around. his legs on each side of my hips. 

I started to scream for help but luke putted his hand on my mouth telling me to shut up. he grabbed my wrist then pulled the sleeve down appearing the red deep lines on my wrist. Luke's eyes widen then slowly got off of me. More tears started streaming down. as I pulled my sleeve back up.

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teehee! Next chapter coming soon. So I'm gonna starting doing these questions thingy okay? okay:)

{qotd: what's you favorite Disney movie?}

{aotd: finding nemo and brother bear}