No Regrets. Just Love//romerica

ch 21

Alfred and Lovino got to Feliciano's house and went straight to their bedroom. They changed into pyjamas and laid down together. Alfred drifted off quickly, while Lovi tossed and turned all night, trying to avoid the thought of Antonio, and ignoring his recent texts from him.

'Lovi~ I miss you, I'd like to catch up if you know what I mean ;)'

'Lovino, you should come over right now'

'Hey Lovi meet me @ the 7/11 down the street from Von's'

'Pls say you'll come'

'I wanna see you'

'lets get a hotel'

'I need your love I need you time when everything wrong you make it right'

'stop ignoring'

'unless you're dead'

'text me if you're alive'

'I wanna know if you're alive'

'are you okay'

'what's going on'

'are you being raped'

buzz buzz buzz

Lovino's phone kept going off next to him on the nightstand. He attempted to tune it out, but he had no luck. He finally got tired of it and texted Toni.

'Stfu bastard. I don't want to fix anything with you.'

Lovi awaited the text, for he hadn't said something like that when he actually meant it.

'Come on Lovi. We don't even have to patch things up, we can just "talk" with each other'

Lovi looked at his partner, then back to his blinding phone screen.

'Fine. but nothing's happening, okay bastard?'

'okay..'

Lovino exhaled loudly from the stress of Toni, Alfred, and everything that has happened lately and rolled out of bed. He didn't change out of his pyjamas, but he slipped on the nearest jacket to him.

Lovi snuck out of the house unnoticed and headed toward the 7/11 where Toni was. He was nearly the only one on the road and made it there fairly quickly.

"Why am I here, Toni?" Lovi asked even though he knew the exact reason.

Toni smiled and looked into his eyes. Lovi glanced up and their eyes locked. Their eyes were fixed on each other, the couldn't let go of their past feelings that came back every once in a while, only when thinking about their times together.

Toni stepped forward, Lovino moved in, too. His heart was beating a million times a second and then, time stopped. Toni's lips met Lovi's for the first time in forever.

Lovi leaned in, then his eyes widened, realizing what he was doing. He pushed the Spaniard off of him, tears threatening to fall down his red cheeks, and dashed out of the store.

Toni was baffled; he stood confused for a moment, then went out to look for Lovino.

~

"I'm dating- moving in with Alfred. I can't be doing stuff like that! If he found out he's never forgive me! Stupid Spaniard Tomato Bastard." He thought silently.

Lovino turned on the radio, trying to make himself feel better, but the song that came on only made him feel worse.

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise