His Lovely Little Flower

Chapter 8

~Nate's P.O.V.~

I grabbed my phone out it was now past 2:20 I would never make it to Doninic's on time, I will have to deal with it later this evening after I have dealt with Alia, I have and hour until I can pick up Doctor Harris. I decided I would use this time to address Alia's concerns. I dialed Dononic's number.

"Hello?"

"Dominic Hi, this is Nathaniel Fisher, I was going to be there in a few minutes but something else has come up I will be there later tonight 7:30, unless my night somehow gets worse, I hope you can understand." 

"Yes of course I understand."

"Great thank you." I hung up and tossed the phone on the passenger's seat. I pulled into my garage and grabbed the papers I had torn out of her notebook looking through them as I went inside. 

   It didn't take me too long to explain all her concerns and questions I was on the last one, it was several questions that were scribbled over, when my heart was caught.

Why is he like this? Why me? Why does he want me? How am I supposed to do this? Do I want to do this? Is this some form of love or what? What's the point of all this...I don't want to get hurt. 

I read these last questions over and over. I closed my eyes and thought before typing out my answer.

Why am I like this?: I was raised this way Alia, after my father found this he want to show this experience to the world and beyond, at least half of my family lives this lifestyle it is just who I was raised to be. And who I like being. Its as much a part of me as the color of my hair.

Why you?: Because I have never wanted someone so bad, my father said the way he meet my mother was by complete accident, she was owned by a sadist and was forced into being a submissive and that it was not her choice, my father knew one thing when he saw her. He knew he wanted her and would not stop until he had her as his and only his. When I saw you, not in Krammer's room, but walking in the hall my desire for you began and I was hooked I wanted you, no I needed you, and you drove me crazy for 8 days because I could not figure out who you are. There is no one reason why I want you nor can they all be explained it is just a fact you need to accept.

How am I supposed to do this?: Don't worry I will teach you I can be very patient with you and will explain things one step at a time as we go.

Is this some form of love: This was a hard question to answer. Is this some kind of love? Well it certainly can be. It can develop into love, each relationship is different for each person. Some if it all depends you cannot be forced into love, love is a delicate thing but it can certainly present itself in the most wondrous ways. 

You don't want to get hurt: Well luv this is where trust comes in, you must trust me enough to know that I will not hurt you...however when it comes to punishment, that is not something you are to enjoy, it is meant to correct the action so that you never want to relive the punishment again, so with that I must inflict a certain amount of pain, but that is only if you flat out defy me or break one of the rules.

   I re-read the answers to all her questions over and over making sure I answered honestly and completely I had never put so much thought into one thing before. I rubbed the back of my head and figured it would be fine. I printed out, got up paper in hand and got in my car going to pick up Doctor Harris. 

   By the time I got there he was already waiting outside like I had asked. I unlocked my door and he got in. 

"Thank you Doctor Harris. For coming like I have asked."