A Fangirl's Mind Lost In The Abyss

...What Even Are Titles Anymore

What even is my life anymore

I'm on like twenty billion different levels of not being okay but I'm not gonna make all you guys sad and all pitiful for me and shit

So uh

Yeah

I've been up and at 'em since 5:30 this morning and honestly I'm gonna snap by the end of the week if things keep going like they have been

...

I'll just be sulking over here in the corner, don't mind me.

No really, pay no mind to these senseless, under-the-weather chapters recently.

...

I just want to go to sleep...

And wake up, like this never happened.

Also btw I did my audition, so I should be happy that's over, but it's honestly just making me even sadder

Bleh, I hate writing these chapters but I have no where else to vent other than to my friends and no matter how many times they say they'll listen it doesn't change the fact that ranting about something is only going to get me more worked up about it

I can't vent draw, because I suck at drawing and the fact that it's not gonna be perfect and it never will be is just going to make me even angrier and sadder and I just—

//awkward sigh//

Bonne nuit, mes amis.

Wake me up when the apocalypse starts, so at least I can shoot myself before zombies eat me