A Fangirl's Mind Lost In The Abyss

Just Some Stuff

I'm slightly conflicted about some things

1. I feel like I'm writing too much Queenthur

I have so much stuff planned but I feel like I'm slowly poisoning myself and you guys are starting to lose interest in all the oneshots. I almost have twenty, and that's just the ones that aren't lemons

Onto the lemons, I also feel like there's a bit too much Queenthur there as well. I almost wanna make Peaches and Queenthur it's own separate thing, and just put normal lemons in the lemon book.

I also wanna write my own version of the Police Queenthur lemon, but like I said before I feel like I'm kinda over doing it...

2. I feel like I talk about smut a bit too much.

I know there are at least a few people who read this and aren't really into that stuff but I can't help it because I'm a ho for APH England

3. I honestly don't think I'm intriguing to you guys anymore.

As if I've gone stale like a bag of potato crisps that have been sitting in the back of the cabinet for ten months. I don't even really have my own style of writing, it's just me getting into a mood and throwing descriptive words down before launching into cliché dialogue and just a total cringe-fest.

4. I write too much emotional crap.

Nine times out of ten, I'll get a fluffy idea and slowly morph it into something stupid and supposedly sad. The problem is that I can't write fluff without it being too short or too... Ew.

5. I haven't been doing what got me where I am now. I haven't been properly being all fangirlish. I just don't put that stuff in the media anymore for fear of driving people away, when honestly that's kinda what got me readers. Yes, I still fangirl over stuff all time, such as screaming and falling off my bed, I just don't really put it here anymore for some odd reason.

6. There isn't a six. This is the end of the part.