Storybrooke Chronicles(editing beware)

Goodbye Mother

"I watched you die,I heard you cry every night in your sleep, I was so young, You should have known better than to lean on me, You never thought of anyone else, You just saw your pain, And now I cry in the middle of the night, For the same damn thing, Because of you, Because of you, Because of you I am afraid." -Because of you, Kelly Clarkson

Regina's POV

Cora Mills was an interesting mother. She was in her own way one the best. She showed me what happens when you fall into the darkness but yet I did anyway. She was blind to her own rage and brokenness. She was slowly dying of a broken heart but then again she wouldn't know seeing as she got rid of the pain in the ass we all have the pleasure of calling a heart.

My mother was a smart being, beautiful but doomed to a life she didn't deserve. While I hate what she has done I can't--- I can't hate her. I look around and see that thief Robin Hood along with Sno--- Mary Margret and her family mourning over the loss of someone they didn't know.... Someone they didn't love. In all their minds they are celebrating the victory of the Evil Queen's mother's death.

I pick up the shovel and throw the dirt on the coffin my mother will call her home for the next hundreds of years and it stings... Like hell. As I walk away desperate to get away from all these heroes I get stopped by a tap on the arm. I turn to see the person I want nothing more to kill. Mary Margret. "Regina I'm so sorry. I---I didn't mean it it's just that---"

I cut her off with a shake of my head. I just can't deal with her right now. My parents are dead because---- because I killed them! Killed them both and now they're gone. "No, no more. I don't care what you have to say." I turn around to hear "I'm so sorry!" Everyone stops in their tracks to look at us. Great just great princess, "No, apology not accepted, I will never forgive you Mary Margret." David rushes to side to aid her.

Snow falls to the ground crying. It sickens me to see HER of all people CRYING over my deceases mother who she tricked me to kill! "Don't you dare cry like you're sorry because you aren't! You have the nerve to call me evil but you tricked me to kill my own mother! I loved her and she's dead! Once again you murdered another person I love and now all I have left is my son who you tools took from me! Haven't you taken enough from me!" I yelled.

I don't know when I started crying but I did and now everyone is looking at me with pity and shock in their eyes. "I thought just maybe I could trust you but turns out you proved me wrong... Once again, Just remember Mary Margret you've started something you shouldn't have because I---" "Enough Regina! You deserved it! Stop threatening my wife!" I chuckle darkly "oh no David I don't threaten I make promises."

I twirl my fingers and come to secluded stop in the forest. Over in corner I see a log and I sit. I smell the fresh air and look at the sky and the birds trying to do anything but cry. Then I hear the insane chuckling of that imp! "Well Dearie she deserved it. Cora never did you any good did she--" I whip around and my rage starts to flood my system. "That was for me to decide!" I scream. I throw a fireball at him which he dodges.

"Better luck next times my dear." He chuckles that nasty, vile chuckle and disappears leaving me to my emotions and thoughts; together they cause an implosion. I fall to the ground and cry, Hard, loud and painful. Damn her! Damn him! Damn this world! Everything I love gets taken! Damn fate herself! Damn that imp! Damn Snow White! Damn them all!

I feel someone soft touch my back rubbing soft circles. Soothing and calming. I turn to see the thief. "Go away." I say with a raspy voice. He simply replies "No, I wouldn't leave you alone." I push him away harder and no budge. Annoyed and frustrated I magic myself to vault and drag out my chest full of my stuff from my younger life.

I magic myself to my house with it go through the books and dresses and more books. I then reach my locket. It's a picture of my mother and I. My mother on the left and my on the right, I smile until I see a picture of Daniel sitting in the bottom of the chest. Suddenly all I see is red. "Ahhhh!" I scream. I grab the picture and hurl it at the wall. I look at the shattered glass and smile. I run to the kitchen and grab every plate and wine glass I own and throw them.

My dad; Gone! I throw a play at the wall. My true love Daniel; dead! I throw a wine glass at the mirror. My mother; dead! I throw two plates at the wall. My son; taken! I throw five plates at the wall. "I hate it! I hate my life!" I scream at no one, I take the wine out the fridge and throw it. I rip my dresses from my chest and my mother's dresses, my books and all my pictures.

Stop! Stop! Stop! Please! Make the pain stop! I hate me! I hate her! I hate them all please stop, stop! Just kill me now! NOW! Why me!?! Huh! Why on earth ME! I can't take this anymore!

I pull my heart out my chest and look at the darkness swirl in circles in my beating organ. "I hate you!" I scream over and over. I take off my shoes and throw them at my wall leaving a hole. I hear a knock at my door. "Go away!" I scream. I look at my heart smile a bit. I can make the pain stop! Once and for all!

I slowly squeeze my heart. I love the pain I'm feeling! It's nothing compared to my pain emotionally! Yes, yes! I squeeze harder until I'm on the floor seeing white. I see boots rush in but I smile. The pains gone... Stopped.... Done.... And so am I...