Storybrooke Chronicles(editing beware)

Love is weakness

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Takes places after Regina takes the infertility potion guys!

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Cora Mills POV

"Get out of my life mother!" She screams at me. I've done it! Damn it! She wants me gone. I swiftly walk out of the room down the hall. I bump into Henry. "Cora what did you do to our little girl?" I look at him with shock. The man that I Lo--- NO! Love is weakness.

I simply shrug and poof off. In my bedroom in the castle I stare outside. Why did I do to my little girl! I turned her into a feared monster, just like father did to me. I'm just like that bastard I call a father!

I didn't realize I was crying until a tear hit my lip. No Stop! You're a big girl Cora get it together. I turn to see a mirror and I cringe at the monster I see. Regina will never be a mother, she'll never have the joy to hold that little bundle of joy you have spent talking to for nine months, and how she'll never giggle at little falls or smiles at their peaceful slumber.

I tried! I truly did and she got me wrong! I really wanted her to have a baby but not for my benefit.... For hers, she thinks I'm a monster because of him! Time to pay father a visit.

I arrive at my old town. A place a called home and walk along the sidewalks smelling the fresh bread that was always my favorite and seeing the little kids play around in a puddle. I used to spend hours imagining my son or daughter doing exactly that. This is the life I wanted for my daughter.

Hastily I walk down the path that leads to my house and tears start to fall. He ruined me! All of this is his doing! Suddenly I feel a wave of sadness roll through my body when I remember this is where I left my heart. I walk over to my swing that hung from a great big oak tree and dig up my box. In cursive it says for my future child: mommy loves you.

Under the box is a bag that contains my heart. I pick up the black beating organ and place it back in my chest and then cry. I cry like a little girl and then my tears of sadness become rage. Father did this to me! He created a monster! I almost died because of liquor problem! I thought I meant a tiny bit to him but I didn't mean a damn thing! He sold me to the king as a--- a profit!

I bury back the box and walk up the path to my farm house. My father is sitting on a swing outside just looking. His face brightens when he sees me and falls when he sees the tears. "Cora darling, what's wrong?"

"You, You tur--- turned me into a monster. I'm feared by my own daughter because--- because of your lies!" He looks shocked and then sad. "I'm a grandpa?" I chuckle darkly, something my daughter got from me. "Yes, I have two daughters... One I had to give up and the other who I turned into a monster! Why father?! Why did you hate me so much?"

He stands and walks over slowly due to old age. "You will not disrespect me Cora I am your father!" He booms. I flinch back some but then realize I'm not a little girl anymore. "What did I do for you to hate me? Hmm? Love is weakness you always said! You use to beat me till I could say it without crying! You hated me so much and I want to know why! I deserve to know why!"

His eyes cloud with anger "because you mother died saving you, you bitch! I don't know why in hell she would want to save an ungrateful brat like you! I would have been king of this land if it weren't for you! You deserve it all you bitch!"

I shake my head as more tears fall " I deserved love father and that's what I found, yet I keep pushing him away. I hate you and I always will! You sold me to the king because we didn't have any money and made me spin straw I into gold to save my life!"

He smirks "you did do you!" I step back and wipe the remaining tears. "You turned me into a monster and now look at me father... I've done the same thing to my daughter. She is the Evil Queen in the enchanted forest."

My father sits back on the swing and narrows his eyes. "He gave us a visit and tore out a young boy's heart for fun."

Tears falling harder by the second I say "that's what I created father and look at what you've done." I rip out his heart and hold it in my hand. "You made me like this! Look at me when I talk to you!" He turns his attention off of his heart to my eyes. "This monster you see is the same broken down little girl who only wanted love! That's the girl you beat every time you were drunk off your ass! This is the girl who cried to sleep night with your sickening Chant love is weakness at night. This is the girl who believed you and ran her life into hell...."

I bend down to him and whisper "This is who you created daddy... Take one last look." He looks me in the eyes and something changes. His eyes fill with tears and they soften. "Look at what you did to me. You've done the one thing no man could... You broke me."

I shove his heart back in and disappear from the porch.