Fighting [TaeJin]

Don't Be Sorry

--Jin's POV--

Its been about two weeks since me and Tae got together. It's been really nice, I'm very happy. And I kept my promise- for real this time. Theres been a little stress, but Tae always was there for me.

That group that had practically assaulted me all got in trouble for violence and bullying. Now it's just the occasional stare or odd look, but it doesn't bother me as much as it had before. Everyone has accepted that we are together, other than the few haters that will always be there. 'But that's nothing, that will happen no matter what' Tae assured me.

We have spent alot of time with the boys and actually took a trip to the beach. I hadn't been to the beach since I was about three years old, so I was never really able to appreciate how beautiful it was. We all ran into the water and messed around. Most of us stayed really hyper for a long while, with the exception of Suga, who got tired and decided to watch instead.

Eventually I had gotten tired too and decided to sit down. We stayed at the beach until after the sunset, so we could watch it. Tae and I sat slightly away from the others and watched, holding each other.

And that's when we had our first kiss. My first kiss. We had kissed each other cheeks, and Tae had kissed me on the nose and forehead before, but never on the lips. It was so different, so real. Short, but kind, sweet and meaningful.

After that we just continued with life. We talked about getting jobs since there are two of us who need to live here and share money. I feel bad alot that I am using his money, so we both decided to look for jobs.

Soon we both found a job at the same place, so we can still spend some time together and earn money. It's nothing big, just a tiny job at a little restaurant near by. But it pays and lets us work together, so we don't care.

My first job, and I'm working with Taehyung. I have done so many new things in my new life. So now every Monday, Wednesday and Thursday we work. Just those three days so we can go to school as well. Everything seems to really be coming together.

"Jin, its time to go!" Tae calls, snapping me out of my daze. "I'll be there in a second!" I call back and run out of the room, ready to go. I run over and tackle Tae. "I'm ready for work," I tell him, hugging his neck and kissing his cheek.

He laughs, "Then lets go, we don't want to be late" and turns, walking out the door. We walk the short distance to work and do our short shift, waiting on tables. By the time we are done with our shift, it is three o'clock and we spend our time well.

On our way back we decide to walk back through the garden Tae had showed me. "The boys are hanging out at Rapmon's place today, wanna go? I think they are planning something." I nod. "That sounds fun."

After going to the house and changing back into regular clothes, we go to Rapmon's house to see everyone but Jimin and Suga there. "They said something about being busy, but I don't know. Whatever, their loss. We can have fun without them." J-Hope explained.

"... So what's the plan? Its already five, we are going to lose daylight soon." I ask, and a few smirks show on some smiling faces. "Well, we are going to stay here a while and then head out. Who said we need daylight for where we are going?" Rapmon said, lightly laughing.

Umm... Okay, I guess. If Tae is with me, it can't be too weird or bad, right? We stayed at his house for a few hours, talking and snacking on food. Jungkook looked at the time and then called for everyone's attention. "It's nine o'clock now, I think it's just about time we can go."

They nodded and I just followed them outside to where there where two of the boys cars, I decided not to ask who. We all piled into the cars and we drove into town, lights of the city shimmering in the darkness. I sat next to Tae and looked out the window. "Do you know where we are going?" I asked quietly, a little nervous.

"No, but we will be fine" he laughed and pulled me closer to him. I nod and smile lightly. "Okay, here we are" they announced and we got out of the car, seeing a row of buildings in the heart of the city, where everything is.

"Come on guys!" We were pulled into a loud, crowded place. I barely managed to look at a word of the name of the builiding before we where pushed inside. Bar. That's all I got. Why would they bring us here? I clutched to Tae, not wanting to get lost in all the people.

He walked me over to a less crowded area of the bar and put his hands at my shoulders, nervously laughing. "I had no idea they where going to bring us to a bar.... Well I guess we should make the best of it, I mean it looks like they are already having fun." He says gesturing to the area.

I can see the other boys, Rapmon talking to some girl, J-Hope and Jungkook burning the dance floor up. "I guess the two missing ones somehow found their way here as well" Tae comments and I look over to see Suga sitting on a stool, and Jimin grinding on a stranger.

I cringe. This is so weird. "I guess we might as well try to enjoy it too. Unless you want to leave." He questions, looking to me. I shake my head. "No its fine." He smiles and pulls me over to the bar section and sits us on some stools.

We drank a little, Tae slightly more than me, but I made sure it was only a little. The forgein taste of the liquor was so odd but perfect at the same time. I watched the others in a daze and sat close to Tae.

Soon enough a few of us had gotten too drunk and we had to drag them out of the bar and walk them all home. Tae, Jungkook, J-Hope and I carried Rapmon, Suga and Jimin who where very intoxicated. All of them had passed out at some point, but we were able to bring them back to Rapmon's place safely.

"I think its time we head home, you guys can handle then right?" Taehyung asked the other two somewhat sober people in the room, while gesturing to the three people passed out on the couch and bed. They smiled and nodded, so went home.

"Well that was interesting" I say as we walk through the door, taking our jackets off. He laughs, "yeah, that was something. But it was still a little fun right? That was your first time drinking, huh?" He asks as he walks into our room and pulls his shirt off. I follow him and nod.

"Mmhmm" I reply and pull my pants down, so I'm in my shirt and boxers. I climb into bed and Tae finishes getting ready, climbing into bed in just his boxers after turning the light off. "Goodnight, Tae" I say and roll over.

"I love you, Jin" he says softly and I feel him move closer to me. He pulls me closer and kisses my neck from behind me. "I-I love yo-u t-too" I reply, his kisses making me shiver. I turn over to face him, somewhat questioning, but before I can ask what he is doing, his lips are on mine.

I can still taste a little bit of the alcohol from his lips and he pulls me even closer, deepening the kiss. I don't pull away, kind of going with him even though I'm still a bit confused. We pull apart, heavily try on to catch our breath and he kisses my neck again, pulling at the hem of my shirt.

"Um- Uh, Tae?" I ask nervously. "Yes, babe?" He hummed and continued kissing my neck while slightly pulling my shirt up. "I um-I-I ca-n't" I said shakily while putting my hands down by my shirt, stopping his hands.

He nodded slightly and pulled his hands away, looking into my eyes. "I'm sorry, if your not ready I won't force you." He said and softly kissed my cheek. I nod and put my head in the crook of his neck. "I'm sorry" I say softly.

"Don't be sorry" he says and puts his arm around me, pulling me so I'm kind of half on top of him. "I won't ever force you to do something you don't want to do. I'm glad you told me" he sighs and closes his eyes.

"Thank you" I cuddle into him, clutching to him like a koala to a tree and slowly drift off to sleep.

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