Tears

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-Tae's POV-
What the hell?! Namjoon approaches quickly and throws a punch, hitting me in the side of the face. "You hurt him. I knew you would!" He states and raises his hand again.

"Namjoon, what are you talking about?! I came here looking for Jin, he went shopping a while ago, I just wanted to know where he was." I move away but he continues forward.

"And he came here crying," he says and shoves me harshly, causing me to loose my balance and fall to the ground. "I don't know what you're talking about!" I say as I scramble to my feet.

Before he throws more punches at me, I run. I run far and don't stop because I don't want to fight him. I don't want to fight with one of my best friends. And I don't even know what he is talking about. Crying? He said Jin was crying...

I run to the only other place I think he could be, hoping to find him there because the sun is about to set and it will soon be dark. I finally reach the gates of the school and see the tree we usually gather around in the field outside one of the buildings.

I smile as I see a figure in the tree and sigh in relief as I see it is Jin. "Jin" I call out, walking up the the tree. "Jin, what are you doing? Its getting late and I was starting to get really worried..."

I look up to his swaying legs and open my mouth to speak, but stop when I hear a soft sniffle come from above me.

"Jin?" I say softly, touching his shin and watching for a reaction.

"I-I thought you loved me..." He says quietly, bringing his arm up to his eyes, covering them. Where did this come from? "Yes, Jin. I do love you. Why would you think otherwise? I love you SeokJin."

"Bu-t if you love me, then-then why would you k-kiss someone else?" He hiccups lightly but then catches in a sob again and hides further into his arm. He- he saw?!

"Jin, no! It isn't like that! She's crazy, I never even liked her! Please sh-"

"But you kissed her, Tae!" He says loudly, startling me. It's silent for a few seconds before he speaks again, bringing his arm down. I can see the tears streaming down his face and my heart drops even further.

"You kissed her..." I feel the tears start to well up in my eyes. "Why don't you believe me? She's nothing, she's crazy, that's why she kissed me! Nothing ever happened, I love you!" He nods slightly and looks away, scanning the leafs on the ground to the side of us.

"I think we need some time..." He says and I step back, the shock of what he said taking over. The tears spill over my eyes and I shake my head. But I love you. I try to speak but the words seem caught in my throat.

He jumps down from the tree and turns to walk away, but I grab his wrist. He turns back to me and looks me straight in the eye, tears running down both of our faces and the look on his face just kills me. Why can't he just trust me?

I shake my head, unable to speak because I'm afraid that if I do, I would break into an unstoppable sob. Pleading with my eyes, I beg for him to stay. He pulls away with a pained look, the tears continuing and mutters. "I c-can't, I'm sorry"

Don't do this... I can't hold it in any longer, I fall to the floor and sob. I thought he trusted me. I thought he loved me too.

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-Jin's POV-
I just couldn't do it. I couldn't bring myself to stay and continue being with Tae. All I saw was him... Kissing that girl. I sigh as I wipe the tears from my face and stop in front of a house. Maybe I shouldn't be doing this... Maybe I should just wait till one of the other boys come and hang out to ask one of them instead...

I shake my head. They are all too busy with their own lives and I don't know the living situations... I could be intruding on their life. And I'm sure no one would want that.

I walk up to the door and knock on it. Skrew it. The door opens and I look away rubbing my arm. "Okay... I'll give it a try" and look up to see a smiling Namjoon.

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