Fighting [TaeJin]

I Need You (U)

-Tae's POV-

It's been a whole week and a half. I just can't do it anymore. How could I have let this happen? I sigh and rub my temples. You were doing what he wanted. Respecting his wishes... He said he needed space...

It really has been a week and a half. That's enough time right? I close my eyes and fall back into my bed. I can't let this go on any longer. I nod to myself and sit up on the bed. I'm going to have to talk to him.

It's too painful to watch him being with Namjoon. I grab a coat and my backpack, checking the time to make sure I have enough time to confront him before school starts. Just enough time.

I smile as I walk to school, even though I'm by myself, because I know that Jin gets to school early now. Which means if I get there early to talk to him, there won't be alot of people around.

I walk through the gates of the school and quickly make my way to the classroom. I peek my head into the classroom and smile as I see him sitting there. Thankfully he was all alone, probably because Namjoon had to go talk to a teacher, or maybe because he's just in another class.

I lean against the door frame and knock on it, causing him to jump a little in his seat and snapping his head to look towards me. I smile lovingly and take slow, quiet steps into the classroom. He looks at the ground, the look on his face clearly saying he doesn't want to be here.

I take the seat in front of him, sitting backwards in the chair so I can face him and cross my arms over the back of the chair. Placing my head on my arms, I look up at him and try to catch his gaze as he refuses to look at me.

"I can't do this anymore," I say and continue to look up at him as he seems to attempt to hide behind his dark brown bangs. "I can't play these games anymore, I just can't. This is no good for the both of us. Why keep it up?" He looks away from the floor and continues to refuse to look at me, now looking at the desk in front of him.

"I don't know what you're talking about," he mutters softly. Don't do this... I take my head off of my arms and sit up.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about. Please, just stop making this so hard. I love you, Jin. You know that, and I think you feel the same way. I told you what happened, why don't you believe me? I would never cheat on you."

He fidgets in his seat and then looks up to meet my gaze, his eyes pleading for help and full of pain and confusion. "I-I don't know what to do," he stutters. I reach my hand out and push the hair away from his eyes and forehead, taking my time to take in his beauty.

"You know that you don't truly like Namjoon. Please, just trust me. Come back and live with me again, be with me again. I need you, and I think you need me too." I watch him bite the side of his lower lip and look to his side in thought.

I reach my hand out again and hold his cheek, trying to get him to look me in the eye again. "I have to break up with him..." He says softly and looks up at me.

I smile sweetly and nod my head, standing up to stand next to his seat, still holding his hands. I pull him out of his seat and into my arms, holding him against my chest. I smile as I feel him bury his head into the crook of my neck.

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The bell rings and I sigh as I close my binder. Finally, schools over. Now I can be with Jin... I smile and pick up my backpack so I can make my quick travel to Jin's classroom. Turning the corner to Jins class, I stop as I see him talking to Namjoon in the otherwise empty hall.

He's doing it, I think to myself. I go back around the corner, leaning my back against the wall. I wait till he is done, trying not to pay too much attention to what they are saying. It might be stuff I'm not meant to hear, I should respect their privacy.

In a few minutes I hear footsteps coming closer and I push away from the wall to fully stand up. A small smile takes form when I see it is Jin as he turns the corner. I emidiatly grab his shoulders and pull him into my arms, knowing how hard what he just did must have been.

I feel his hot breath as he lets out the air he must have been holding in as he made the silent walk away. "I know how hard that must have been, I'm so proud of you," I say and I kiss his head, pulling away go kiss him on the lips.

"I'm happy I did it," he says softly, after we pull apart from the kiss and place our foreheads on the other. "It was the right thing to do."

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