Chapter 10

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Jai's POV:

Silence. Complete silence. The sounds of the whistling wind echoed as I stared at her shocked face that held her teary eyes. She continued to stare at me in disbelief as I looked down at my feet. So I continued,

"For some reason, and dont ask me why, you make me forget about all the fucked up shit I have done. I have only known you for several days but that is all I needed to know that you have an effect on me, Riley. I told you to keep your distance because I'm a bad person, not only do I not deserve to be associated with you but you dont deserve to be associated with a fucked up monster like I am. I want what is best for you Riley, and thats not me." I breathed. 

By now tears were streaming down her face as my focus shifted to my feet as they awkwardly swayed back and forth beneath me. Suddenly, she piped up,

" Please dont say that. Not now, not ever." She paused. "Because the bizarre thing is is that, I feel exactly the same way. Ever since you have been around I have never felt so alive. I sit around my boring, old apartment with the same ass routine every fucking day of my life. And do you know what? Its pretty fucking boring. I never realised how alone I was until you left my apartment the other morning. I realised that after the great morning we had together that I really did need someone. Even though the reason of you being there was not positive, I was still happy, even if we had the smallest length of time together, I would be happy, as long as it is with you, Jai" She finished.

My intrigued eyes stared into her glossy ones as my mind absorbed all the words that just came from her beautiful plump lips. I continued to stare at her when suddenly I grabbed her small chin and brought her lips to mine. Our lips moulded together as they moved in sync. I savoured the moment, only wanting more. The kiss turned rougher as the seconds passed. The two of us only wanting to feel each other more. We slowly pulled away, whilst I placed one last peck on her now swollen lips. Our foreheads still touching as our uneven breaths fell quickly from our throats. Her smoky eyelids covered her ice blue eyes as a small smile appeared upon her lips. I mirrored her actions. I foreheads left each other as we stood up straight. I stared at her when her eyelids rose again showing her colourful eyes. The small smile never shifted off of our faces. No words were spoken as I grabbed her hand and walked with her towards my car. I opened the door for her as she stepped in with a small "thankyou". I ran to the other side. I entered the car with a smile still appearing on my face. I took her hand as I started my black Audi (pic on side). We shared a quick glance before racing off through the empty street heading no where in particular. I knew that there was still alot to talk about, but at this moment in time, I didnt care, because as long as she was with me, I didnt have a care in the world.


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Authors Note:

IM SO SORRY I HAVE BEEEN SOOOOOO INCTIVE I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER OMFG BUT I AM BACK AND IM PLANNING ON UPDATING ALOT SOOOO PLEASE KEEP READING AND COMMENTING ILYYYYY





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