Alaska
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The taxi pulls up to the hotel in Pittsburgh and I step out. I walk into the hotel and I immediately hear screams.
Boy screams.
I grab my keys and walk up to stairs. I stop at the end of the hallway and drop my bags.
Weston and the boys all look at me.
"Ally!!" They scream and run towards me.
"Whoa..." Weston says. Blake pushes through and looks at me. His eyes fill with hurt.
I walk past them all to my room.
"How have you been?" Weston asks.
"Yeah? You been good?" Mark asks.
"We've all be----"
"I don't need pitty party okay? I'm just here for my fans. Don't bring back bad memories. Alright?" I say, a tear streaming down my face.
I walk into my room and shut the door quietly. I slide down the door and set my head in my knees and sob.
I kick off my shoes and crawl into bed.
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I woke up at 10:12 and rubbed my eyes. The meet was tomorrow. I'm really excited to see some fans.
I walk out of my hotel room and see them all playing in the hallway.
Blake was on YouNow. But, they all turn to me.
"Hey Ally." Weston says. I smile slightly,"Hey guys."
Everyone turns and stands up, walking over to me.
"I'm.... Im really sorry.... It's been really hard and I just.... I shut you all out..." I say, a tear rolling down my cheek.
"Don't be sorry. We get what hap----"
"My grandma passed away. Three days after the Blake incident.... I haven't been okay, guys... I'm not going to be okay for awhile... And... I--- I just want you to know that.." I say. They all hug me tightly.
They let go and I look at Blake. "Blake.. I'm sorry.. For everything... I--- I am." I say, more tears slipping down my cheek.
Blake looks at at me. He hugs me and I hug him back, my arms around his neck. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist.
Weston takes my phone and snaps a picture on mine and his phone.
Blake rubs my back and I stick my head in the crook of his neck. I unwrap my legs from his waist but Blake pulls me back up.
"Not yet." He whispers. I laugh.
After a few more minutes, Blake puts me down.
"We love you Alaska... Always." Weston says. I smile and nod.
I pull out my phone and tweet blake.
@alaskamaree: miss him & his hugs💘😚 @Bllakeegray *picture*
Blake smiles and tweets me back.
@Bllakeegray: so much love for this girl 😌❤️ @alaskamaree
