Alaska
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Blake pushes me against the wall and smiles at me,"I love you." He whispers and kisses my neck.
"I love you to." I smile back and he connected our lips briefly before he started twirling my around like a princess.
"There's uh... Something I need to tell you..." Blake says, rubbing the back of his neck. I nod.
"I just.... I feel like I love Maria..." He says.
"W-what?" I ask.
"Her body is amazing. She's amazing.... I don't know if I want to be with you... I love you though." He says and kisses my forehead.
"Blake... D-don't do this..." I say.
"I'm sorry..." He says.
"BLAKE!" I shout as he shuts the door.
I wake up, a gasp falling from my lips. It was 3 am... I wanted to call Blake, but he'd be sleeping. So I just texted him.
Me:
hey blake. I love you. ❤️
I sat my phone down and took a deep breath.
My phone vibrates and the screen read.
blakey 💘:
you okay baby girl? 💘
Me:
Yeah..... I just had a bad dream about you... 😔💘
blakey💘:
Awe...😔 you want me to come over? 💘
Me:
Won't you get in trouble?
blakey💘:
No... I'll leave my mom a note. She likes you anyways ❤️
Me:
It's to late.. Just stay home.
blakey💘:
Baby, I already left. I'm turning the corner now. ❤️😘 see you in two minutes.
I walk down satires after slipping a jacket on. I slip on my flip flops and walk outside.
Blake saw me and I ran up to him and hugged him.
"I don't deserve you." I say. He lifts me up and wrap my legs around his waist.
"Yes you do." He says carrying me into my house. He walks up the stairs and shuts my door. He lays me on my bed and kisses me neck.
"You deserve every bit of me... I love you." He says. "I love you too."
Blake slips and shirt off , his sweatpants hanging low on his waist, his American eagle boxer peaking out.
I giggled as he lauded down next to me, pulling me close to his chest. He gasps.
"Baby, why are you so cold?" He asks, holding me closer.. If that was even possible.
"I don't know.." I say.
"Your freezing." He says.
"Well... I am in shorts." I giggle.
"True." He says and I snuggle into him.
"What was your dream about?" He asks.
I bite my lip and turn away from him. "I uh..." I stumble. Blake sits up rubbing my arm,"Hey. You don't have to talk about it."
"No. I don't care about that it's just so weird that I had a dream about you... I usually don't.." I say. I sit up and sit criss cross.
"Blake, I don't know what's been getting into me, but some how you always seem to cross my mind during the day. Not that I don't like it or anything.. I love thinking about you. But. It's the fact that I can't stop thinking about you and I can't focus on things because oh. Pop. There's blake gray and oh my gosh I'm rambling." I say.
He chuckles slightly,"Your so cute." He smiles.
"And that smile.. That big, bright, amazing Blake Gray smile..." I say.
"It's you... It's just you... You drive my mind insane." I smile. He smiles back at me.
"My dream was about you and I... But you told me you loved Maria... And you couldn't be with me." I say, playing with my fingers.
"Hey, look at me." He says. I look at him and bite my lip.
"It was just a dream. I'm still here. I'm still madly in love with you.." He smiles. I smile back and kiss his nose.
