Alaska
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It's been 1 month... I've lost a lot of weight again.... I've been ignoring my friends, my mom, my stepdad..
I've ignored Weston, Mark, Hunter and Brandon. Jacob Sartorious has been messaging me to, but I ignore him to.
But I actually picked up my MacBook. I needed to broadcast just once since I haven't in almost 2 months.
I start a broadcast and immediately a lot of my fans flood in.
I sniffle,"Hey guys..."
What's happenedv
WHATS HAPPENED EXACTLY
guys don't bring it up
"So.... First I want to apologize if my voice sounds nasally and weird. Second, if I take really deep breaths in the middle of a sentence, I'm sorry. Third, I'm sorry for my super puffy eyes. And fourth... Here's the story, if some of you don't know... Just know I'm not flaming on blake at all....'I'm simply just telling guys what happened..." I say.
"Blake and I broke up... But what basically happened is at the hotel, Blake gave a fan his number and I got jealous. And so uhm....he walked up to me and was being you know what a boyfriend would do and I just kinda rejected him. And we started just.... I wouldn't say screaming but yelling at each other in front of all of these fans and.... He uh...." I said, my voice beginning to get shaky and I wipe so tears away.
"He said he can't be with someone who can't trust him. So I said maybe we shouldn't be dating and he.... He said. He uhm never wanted to anyways... So I left. And went to the meet and greet. And some drama went down on stage and I left.. I just... I went to my hotel and I left... Came back to Houston and just...." I say as more years slip down my cheeks.
I sniffle and let out a choke sob,"I just want him to hold me again. I want him.... I need him. I just want to kiss him and I want him to call me baby girl again and all the amazing things he did to me... I want to have him next to me when I wake up or I want him to be there when something's wrong. I want to make green and yellow cupcakes at four a.m with him again... I want him so badly.... So badly.... I need him." I say and some sobs escape my lips. It's felt good to get that out.
Blake's here!
He just heard all of that
Uh.... Blake....
Blake is here.
@Bllakeegray is here!
Something hits my window and I jump. I open my blinds and there he was. 10:00 pm sharp, outside my window.
I open my window and he crawls in.
"Come here." He says and pulls me into a warm hug. His arms engulf my small body in his chest
Tears fall down my cheeks as he holds me tighter.
He pulls away and attaches his lips with mine. He pushes my body against the wall and my fingers tangle in his hair.
"I love you." I say against his lips.
"I love you too." He says and kisses me again.
I pull away, and sniffle. He wipes my tears away and smiles at me.
"Stop crying baby. I'm here now." He laughs,"These are happy tears." I sob and smile at him while more tears fall down my cheeks.
He laughs and kisses me again.
He pulls away and we walkover to my laptop
Happy ending
IS BALASKA BACK?!?
BALASKA?!
I smile,"Balaska is back.."
Blake smiles and hugs me again.
"I'll never ever... Do something like that to you again."
