Alaska
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I threw on a sweatshirt and leggings with my Bailey bows, throwing my hair in bun..
My eyes were red and puffy. It was obvious I was crying.. I looked at the princess ring on my finger. A tear slipped down my face and I slip the ring off my finger and put it in my bag.
It was harder than I dreamt in my dreams. A lot harder.
I quiet knock is placed at the door of my hotel room.
"Ally... Time to go." Brandon says softly. I sniffle and manage to say an "okay."
My voice was nearly gone and scratchy. You couldn't understand a word I was saying.
I open the door and see Weston and Mark standing there. "Hey." I say quietly and cough.
"Your voice i----"
"Yeah. I know." I say, my voice cracking badly.
I stick my phone in the waistband of my leggings. Blake runs down the hallway laughing until he sees me. His smile fades away. I look back down and we walk to the venue.
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"What's up Los Angeles!?" Mark shouts.
"But. Where's my girl Alaska?" Mark asks and I walk on stage.
"Hey guys." I say quietly and the fans awe.
"I uh----- lost my voice from uh.... Watching a football game so I keeping a minimum of talking." I lie, but some fans caught on.
"Ally its okay. We love you!" A girl shouts.
"Tha----" I cough slightly,"Thanks sweetie. Love you so much." I smile and the rest of the guys walk it on stage, Hunter runs up and wraps his arms around me.
He lifts me up and twirls me around like blake used to do and the tears start coming and rolling.
"Hey. Don't cry princess. It's okay." Hunter says.
I sob and the fans start seeing loudly. My chest heaves up and down.
"I can't do this. I- I h-h-have to leave." I stutter and pull away from Hunter's grasp.
"Ally wait!" Blake's voice rings.
"Blake don't make things worse." Weston says.
"Weston too have to let me fix this!" Blake says.
"No Blake! Give her space!" Hunter says.
"You don't know what the fuck your talking about." Blake snarls.
"I do. Your an asshole Blake and you have no idea what you just lost." Hunter growls back.
"I do know what I lost. Why do you think I'm trying to get her back?"
"Your just gonna break her heart again. She needs someone like me. Not you." Hunter says.
"That's it!" Blake shouts and I turn back around and run on stage when I hear Weston shout "Hey hey hey!"
I push Blake back.
"Blake calm down. Just calm down." I say closing my eyes. I know if I look at him, I'll melt.
"Ally look at me." Blake says softly.
"No." I say.
"Alaska." Blake says.
"No, Blake. I just came to keep you from beating the shit out of Hunter." I say and and start walking. Blake pulls back and kisses me.
I push him away from me. I raise my hand to slap him, but I'm stopped by tears.
"Your not worth it." I sob. I walk off stage and run out of the building.
