1 week
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Alaska
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My mom kisses me goodbye for her trip with her boyfriend. "You sure you'll be okay?" She asks. "I'll be fine. Have fun." I say with a fake smile.
She shuts the door and I stop smiling. I walk up to my room and get back in bed. I scroll through Twitter.
Ever since what happened with Blake... It's been the same thing everyday.
Here's what happened when I got home.
Flash back
I walked though the door of my house, my mom was sitting at the kitchen table, reading a book when she looked up at me.
"Mom." I said and a tear slipped down my cheek. She ran over to me and hugged as I sobbed in her arms.
"It's okay honey."
That's was when I was upset... Now it's been sinking in. I haven't eaten. My mom thinks I am, but I just feed it to my dog.
I've slept most of the day on most days. I haven't broadcasted, haven't answered any of Mark, Weston, Hunter or Brandon's texts.
Even Jonas texted me.
Blake was doing fine. He was broadcasting fine. Weston would talk about me on his broadcasts, even though he didn't know what was happening to me.
I've lost a lot of weight lately. My eyes were always sore and I had to stop wearing my constants for a while.
Now I know I seem so dramatic. But there's been more than just Blake on my shoulders...
My grandma passed away a few days after I got back which didn't help. My mom got a new boyfriend, that really didn't help..
I've been so lost... Between all of this drama.
My phone vibrates. It was a group chat.
Impact - HEY GUYS! YOUR OFF TO PITTSBURGH IN 2 DAYS!
Weston 😂💘 :
YES! LETS GO!
Blake..:
WESTON! WE GONNA GET TURNT!
duhitzmark🔥:
YES! FINNA GET HYPE! WE NEED SOME MILK!
Hunt 💘:
YES LESSSSSSSSSSSSS GET TURNNT!
me:
sounds good... See you there guys... xoxo 💘
Weston😂💘:
Hey honey. You okay? 💘
Blake..:
Ally...
Hunt💘:
hey baby girl.
Impact-
