Alaska
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"Hey guys!" I say running up to Mark and Weston. Finally in L.A.
Blake wraps his arm around my waist and giggle.
"Well. Meet and greet in 1 hour. Who wants to go check out the venue?!" Brandon asks. I nod and we run down to the venue.
"Oh my lord." I say. This place was freaking huge.
"You can say that again." Weston says.
"I honestly can't wait for this------- wait where's Blake?" I ask.
"Oh he got stuck with some fans." Weston says. I nod and we jump on the stage and start dancing.
After we do some sound checking, we walk out to the lobby and I see Blake... Talking with a fan.
She rubbed down his arm and he laugh at something she said.
No, I wasn't jealous... She was just one of his fans... Who obviously doesn't know what clothing is..
I bite my lip as she hands him his phone back.
He walks over to me and pecks my cheek.
"Hey baby." He says. He kisses my neck but I just push him away. "Whoa. Hey? What's up?" He asks. I just shake my head and walk away.
"Ally-----"
"It's Alaska." I say loudly and angrily. Some fans look over at us.
"What's wrong Alaska? I didn't do anything---"
"Yeah except flirt with another girl..." I say.
"She was fan. What'd you want me to do? Not speak or look at her?"
"I didn't say that, Blake. You gave her your phone."
"So what if I gave her my number? It's not a big deal, Alaska." He says, his tone getting meaner.
"Yeah until you start liking her and you leave me." I say.
"How do you know if that'll happen? You can't predict everything, Alaska!" Blake shouts.
"Well I can see what's happening!" I shout, tears starting to fill my eyes.
"God! Do you not trust me or something? Because I can't be in a relationship with someone who doesn't trust me!" He shouts.
"Then maybe we shouldn't be dating!"
"I never wanted to anyway!" He shouts. My heart sinks and a few fans gasp.
A tear rolls down my face.
"I should've have listened to Hunter. You really are a dick." I say quietly and run up the stairs.
"Wait. Alaska! I didn't mean that." Blake says as I continue running.
Weston smiles at me, but it soon fades when he see tears.
"Hey what----"
"Leave me alone." I sob and slam my hotel door, locking it.
I drop to my knees, breathing it, but it was no use. I just sobbed loudly and rocked back and fourth. The pain of losing Blake gave me an unbearable feeling in my heart. I didn't want to move. I didn't want to talks or anything. I just wanted to cry. Let the tears roll down my face.
I lost Blake, and the worst part is.... I don't think he cares...
