I banged on the apartment door harshly.
"Mia!" I yelled, there was no response but I know she was home, the television from her room was illuminating light in the darkness.
"Mia I know your in there!" I yelled. I kept banging on the door harshly till someone opened it.
"What do you want" Mia said meekly hiding herself behind the door, "Mia..."
"What do you want" She said louder raising her voice.
"Mia are you pregnant?" She hesitated for a bit and looked at the wall blankly. "No." She said
"Mia, look in my eyes." She shook her head, "Mia, look in my eyes" I said louder and her eyes snapped to mine.
"Are you pregnant?" She bit her lip and looked nervous she soon broke our gaze and looked down, I slowly moved the door and stepped inside. She was wearing checkerboard pajama pants and a white singlet, her baby bump was exposed.
"Don't worry about it, its not your responsibility." She said hurrying up the stairs I followed her and she quickened her pace, she should know I wasn't going to let it off the hook that easy.
She stepped inside her house and quickly shut the door but my foot stuck in it. I let myself in. I sat on the couch as she came in and sat on the one across from me.
"Mia... why would you keep this from me?" I said looking in her eyes, my voice was filled with hurt that she wouldn't even tell me about my own child and her eyes were filled with guilt.
"I had to do what I had to do Devon." She spat not exactly looking at me.
"What is that suppose to mean?" I asked her almost yelled but I didn't want to yell at her.
"Devon you chose her over me. You left me like yesterdays news, you coming here isn't going to do anything." She told me, her words were true and stung.
"I already told you why I chose her, I don't love her I love you." She just laughed at what I said.
"Devon if you really loved me you wouldn't give two shits about keeping your money, you would drop everything just to be with me. So if you really loved me you wouldn't come to me till you have something to back it up. Now get out of my house." She said fuming, she opened the door and ushered me to get out. I gave her an unapologetic and pleading look but her face was blank of emotion. As soon as I stepped out she slammed the door shut.
That night as I laid in my bed I had a new determination.
Mia's P.O.V
As soon as he shut the door I slid down to the floor and broke into a sob. I don't know what Devon's gonna do, I don't even think hes gonna come back to me if he does its a miracle but I can't live off of miracles, I need to be certain.
It's a very very small chance he comes back, he didn't ask once about the baby. The gender how much months, is it healthy. He asked nothing, no, instead he came to tell me his choice again so it can be fresh in my mind. He needs to prove it but sadly I don't wait.
I think I loved Devon, now? I don't know what to think. All I know is my main focus will be on this baby to have the life I never had, with or without Devon.
I got up and went to my calender, the 3rd month is ending soon and the forth is coming in a few days. I can't wait just a step closer.
I walked in the living room and plopped on the couch. I couldn't go to sleep and no one was home, Nicole was out with Nick and her mom got a late shift. I sighed and put a hand through my hair, my life is a-
