I love to live but some days I hate to love
With that said in blessed everyday by God above
Laying wide awake with tears on the brim of my eyelids
Growing up I was told everyday I was gifted
I know day by day we feel we aren't better off that way
But listen here there's special in all of us just let it light your way
A step forward a step backward trying and failing
But to learn to fly sometimes you're left stumbling
I wish to breathe and in that I fall away from the day
Don't worry maybe we are better off this way
We love to live but hate to love with a chance
I hate to live without the pain of love because it is no circumstance
I hate to hate so I taught myself to love even when all else is lost
Sometimes pain is worth the cost