The moment when living just feels like pretending
And thought of going on doesn't seem thrilling
Where life's love and hate break you down
And you debate inside yourself whether to make a sound
The silent plea that lays behind the smile with glassy eyes
The heart that used to reach to the sky until you were shattered inside
When you were a fragile piece of glass
And someone hit you making you crumble down fast
When your friends and family offer sympathy
And you turn it down because you know more than ever with enpathy
The tears that make you bite your tongue holding back
Bringing up the fears of what you lack
Beaten senseless not black and blue
But of all the thoughts they thought they knew
With shaky breaths on cold winter nights
To during summer staring at the sunset that looks right
Fight on with this purpose and need
Or give into the things you promised to never free
Monsters i hid from as a kid that i hated to see
Well apparently the monster was always me
