The things we hope and long feel are ought do us
The people who we truly and completely trust
Are more often than not our greatest downfall
Because like it or not it and they are what stuck with us through it all
I wished my dreams to come true sadly even the nightmares to
But it's often only the nightmares I wish true
Self inflicted detriment isn't always a line down your arm
But it does just the same amount of harm
While someone else may scream out for someone to save
My pain is masked behind a smile and I become its slave
No one knows
Unless I wish it so
Many restless nights I've thought to end the pain
I wished anything just to feel whole and sane
Starry nights and milky skies are the things that greeted me
The sun and sky so precious I couldn't
see
It could be argued good without bad is just normality
But no one should have to feel this loss and depravity
Whether it be a tear stained face or the silent screams
We all have hopes to come true but sadly it's never what it seemed
