Her.

• FIFTEEN•

Tori |

" So you mean to tell me.. Y'all did it ?" Mya gasped.

I nodded ad grinned. "Was it good?" She asked.

"Girl....He was my first and it had been a minute after my first. Felt like meeting Jesus. "

"Bih have you even met Jesus?" Mya asked and I laughed , shaking my head. " That's crazy though... Are you happy?"

"Yes... It's been a month or two now and you know... Things are getting intense. Really intense. " I told her.

"Be careful , Tori. For real . Anything could happen in the matter of seconds. " Mya told me & I nodded. I know she wanted the best for me and this could be one of the most stupidest things in the world that I'm doing. But I'm happy. Jordan's happy..-- With his dad. "Tori. Bryce has been asking about you a lot. You should give him a call. " Mya smiled. I was somewhat avoiding Bryce. I didn't want to let him know anything about what happened with Josiah and I because he'd think I'm being stupid too. But this is MY decision. Nobody else's. Only Lord knows if this will go good or bad. So that's why I've been avoiding him. Because I really don't have time to hear what he has to say about my decision.

"I'll think about it.I gotta go check on Jordan. " I told her. I left Mya's house and went to see if Jordan had woke up from his nap . But he didn't. I tried to turn around but right when I turned around Josiah was right behind me . I gasped and pushed him reflectively . "Damn , bae. My bad " He laughed. "Not funny," I told him . "You scared me." He grabbed my hips and kissed on my neck while I rubbed his head. This feeling was so unreal. It's like I had been wanting this for a long time now.

"Let's go see a movie... Or go eat. Buffalo Wild Wings? My treat. " He said , smiling like a baby.

So I guess it was date night again. We went to the movies and to Buffalo Wild Wings afterwords. We ate dinner and talked about damn near everything. Josiah was really excited to be out with me again so he ordered us some drinks. I had a few but Josiah had plenty . I decided to drive home because he could barely walk. Once we got home , Josiah hurried into the house and threw up in the toilet. Somebody obviously can't hold their liquor .

I sighed in disgust and helped him into the shower. After the shower I left him in the bathroom to get dressed and as I was about to get dressed , he grabbed me. "K--Kiss me.... " He stumbled. "Ew, No. Dude your breathe really stinks. " I told him, pushing him off me. "Give me a damn kiss Tori-- Kiss" He puckered . "No, Josiah That--" Before I could finish my sentence he grabbed tight and yelled in my face . "GIVE ME A FUCKING KISS TORI!" I was shook up by the way he yelled at me and how hard he gripped me.

I was scared. So I kissed him and rushed into my room ... Locking the door.

What the hell was that?