Her.

•TWENTYSIX•

|M Y A |

I didn't know what to think. It all just happened so sudden. We were just enjoying Raelyn's birthday party... and now we're trying to find little Jordan. I stayed with Tori , to make sure she stood sane but ... It wasn't even working. She was going crazy. It had been a month already and no sign of Jordan. Tori tried getting the cops involved but Mark and Bryce were already on it. I watched everything unfold . I seen Bryce , he functioned so differently. It was as if his main focus was trying to get Jordan home.

Which should be his main priority. Mark knew a couple people undercover whom he was close with. So of course we had extra help. Bryce had a few hood friends who were down with whatever , surprisingly he even had some techno geeky friends , who could hack into computers and phones. We needed those type of people on our team. 

Today , I was with Tori . I didn't bring  Raelyn along . I was already  missing out on work, I didn't need something else to focus on . She stayed with Mark's sister as Mark and Bryce scoped for Jordan. 

"Tori.. T , babes .. You gotta eat." I told her. 

She sat still , and didn't look anywhere other than the wall. It was quiet in her house and cold.

"Tori , I know you're starving. Please eat." I watched her . I seen how her face turned a little red and her eyes began to water. I could only imagine the type of pain she'd been feeling. 

"Jordan would want you to eat , T.  You know what he'd say?? Maammaaa , come eat-eat ." I mimicked Jordan.

A small smile appeared on Tori's face and she began to eat.

"Yayyy! Eat for Jordan , T. You gotta stay healthy for him. For us." 

| B R Y C E |

I felt like a disappointment. 

I was supposed to protect her....

I was supposed to protect them . 

I failed . I should've been there for him. I should've stood by him & I didn't.

I can't really sit here and blame myself for Josiah's actions. I had to man up and move foward. I had to focus on my priorities. My main priority especially. Which was getting Jordan back to Tori.