Thought I would update. Sorry for the long wait.
December 24, 2012 Christmas Eve
Cameron's POV
I can't believe it...... I almost killed my girlfriend.... There is absolutely no way I could live without her. That emptiness I had in me before she EVER came along is back. I feel empty. I feel like if I try to go back to her she won't want me. I almost costed her, her life.
I should probably be strong for her but I don't know how. I need to go see her and tell her everything!!
*walking into hospital*
I was walking into the hospital and I went to the desk and got my visitor pass.
I was going up the elevator to her floor when the elevator stopped and in walked Nash. Wait..... "Nash!?" I might've yelled..
He turned around and had read swollen eyes and a puffy face..
"What happened man?" I asked walking out of the elevator and up to him.
"Well *sniff* I woke up in the middle of the night *sniff* an-and u-uhm Genesis wa-wasnt breathing and-" he said running out of air.
"Woah Nash. Slow down... Breathe"
"And s-so I called 9-911 *sniff* and they came and took her off in the amb-ambulance and they wouldn't let me ride with her so *sniff* I called Matthew and him and Giselle came up and their outside *sniff* her room but I co-couldnt do it.." He said balling hard by the end of his story.
"I'm so sorry man. But you need to be there for her. Stay positive for her and you. Y'all both need each other.." I said to him bringing him in for a hug.
"I know, I know." He said sniffing and turning around going back to what I guess is her room.
"On to Emery's room" I said quietly to myself turning around and waiting for the elevevator once again. Once it came in I took it to her floor and walked to her room.
I looked in the room and surprisingly she was awake. I knocked twice before opening the door and walking to her room.
"um, hi" I said rubbing my hand on the back of my neck.
"Cameron!! I am so glad your here!!" She said pulling my hand closer to her and giving me a hug...
"Wh-what? I shuddered out.
"Cameron!? Are you okay? Your eyes are puffy and your face is tear stained."
"Oh.. Yeah.. I'm f-fine."
"No your not cameron. Tell me what's wrong." She said in that same soothing, calm voice.
"Its just. I almost killed you and and I don't know what I would've done without you. After I came yesterday my mom picked me up and she was telling me about how all of this was my fault. I was the one that almost killed you. I was the once driving and I just. I don't know what I'm thinking. I can't stay with you knowing I almost killed you..." I rambled on and mumbling the end. Tears welling in Emery and I's eyes.
"What do you mean you can't stay with me baby? You know that we can get through this. Come on... Just stay with me. I can't let you leave this time... Your the light to my darkness, the beat to my heart, the reason I wake up in the mornings. You cannot leave. I couldn't cope with out you."
"But-but. I almost killed you..." I said looking down playing with my fingers.
"Almost.. That's the key word. I'm here now. I'm just fine baby... Now... Dry them tears.... I can't stand seeing you cry."
"I love you so fucking much, Emery..." I said wiping my tears away and grabbing her hand; kissing it.
"I love you too, Cameron."
"How much longer do you have to be in here?"
"Well I get out today. Since tomorrows Christmas"
"Okay. Are you good to walk?"
"Yes cameron. Why?"
"We need to go see Nash and Genesis..." I said mumbling pretty much all of it.
"What!? Come on let's go!!" She said trying to get out of the bed scrunching up her nose at all the pain I guess.
"Okay baby hold up. Let me help you."
I picked her up ever so lightly and carried her down the hall. I sat her down and I stood behind her since you know, Her butt was showing and no one else can have... Because it is all mine.
I slightly laughed at that.
"What's so funny?" She asked
"Nothing.... Well besides your butt hanging out the back of your gown... Don't worry I got this." I said getting closer behind her gripping her waist with my hands.
We got to the elevator and went to the level I saw Nash at and looked in the direction I saw him come from.
We turned the corner to the right and there stood Nash, Matt, Giselle, Hayes, Shawn, Aaron, carter, and the jacks.... So pretty much the whole group.
"Hey guys...." Emery said walking up to hug all of them but I quickly pulled her back and tied her gown so her butt didn't show.
"Thanks" she mumbled back blushing.
She went and hugged them all..
"Any news?" I asked hugging all of them.. I haven't seen most of them in so long. I missed the crew.
"She's okay. She woke up this morning about 5. When I found her and called 911 it was about 1 or 2. They said that the whole time she was breathing but she was in a really deep sleep and you could barely feel her heart beat. They said she most likely got dehydrated or else she hit her head really hard on something." Nash said but Matt and Giselle were butting in every little bit to correct him.
"Well that's good that she's okay. Can you visit her yet?" Emery and I asked at the same time.
"They said maybe about 5 to give her time. Its 3:56 so you don't have much waiting time... What do y'all say we all go down to the cafe and get food?" Nash said.
"That sounds good." Me and Cameron said.
We all walked to the cafeteria and got what we needed/wanted and went back up.
