Chapter Nineteen: I love you

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Rose's P.O.V! (Ahh haha)

Niall and I walked hand in hand around the city of Miami, in search for a nice sit down restaurant.

"How about here?" Niall asks, pointing up to the restaurant called Chipotle (I have never been here but I wanna go so bad! Tell me if its any good:D)

"Sure!" I smile, walking in.

"Hi!" A younger female waitress greeted, "Table for two?"

I nod and we follow her to our tables.

"I'll be right back for your order!" She smiles, leaving Niall and I alone.

"So Rose..." Niall smiles.

"Yes?" I laugh.

"How does out first official date feel?" He asks, reaching for my hand across the table.

"Absolutely wonderful." I blush, looking back down at my menu.

I quickly hear Niall's phone buzz in his pocket.

"Hello?" Niall spoke.

"Wait, wait, wait. Louis slow down." Niall breathed, frustration in his eyes.

"Okay, we're at Chipotle." Niall tells him, hanging up the phone quickly.

"What's going on?" I ask, my heart racing.

"It's Mia." He says, making me jump to mu feet, ready to leave.


Louis' P.O.V

I quickly revved my car up, speeding down the street to Chipotle, allowing Rose and Niall to hope in the back.

"Where is she at?" Rose asked, panic in her voice.

"I'm not sure, I just got her text." I sigh, pulling out my phone to the text.

Mia: Thanks for a good week. Tell the boys and my friends I love them...

"She sent this?" Rose sobbed, "I can't lose my best friend!"

Niall pulled her into a strong hug, stroking her hair lightly.

"She'll be fine." He tells her softly.

"Promise?" She chokes out.

"I promise that we will try." He sighs.

"I don't mean to cut in but I'm picking up Liam and Harry right now." I but in, putting the car in drive and speeding back towards the hotel.

I saw Liam, Zayn, and Harry outside of the hotel.

Harry looked like he was in deep thought and was pacing back and forth while Liam was just standing there emotionless. And Zayn was just staring down at his feet.

"Get in the car!" I yell, speeding off as soon as they do.


Mia's P.O.V

I slowly placed all 20 pills in my mouth, making sure my door was locked so I wouldn't be bothered.

I pulled out the notes I had before but this time I wrote more.

Dear friends,

Rose, Taylor, Nicole, Liam, Zayn, and Niall. You guys were seriously the best people I have ever met. You guys are all so wonderful, and I really want you to know that.
Rose I hope you and Niall will grow old together and raise a beautiful family. You guys are meant to be, and I mean it.
Nicole, you are such a fun and energetic person, you've taught me to be a wild one sometimes. Bust luck to you and Kevin.
Taylor, even though I haven't known you for long... But I can tell you are an amazing person. Take good care of Harry.
Liam, thank you for being that one guys who was there for me. You are absolutely amazing. Best wishes.
Niall, keep being that fun, energetic, Irish boy that we all love. You truly know how to bring a smile to someones face. You treat Rose good okay?
Zayn, I know we never talked much but you really are talented and amazing. Tell Perrie the same.

I sighed and folded the letter up, beginning the next.

Dear Harry,

You are such a fun, flirty, handsome, talented, and an amazing man. I am so happy that I have met you. You really helped me threw a lot. You could actually say that you saved me from all the shit I was going threw. You are truly wonderful and don't stop singing. You have inspired so many people, so don't ever stop. I believe in you. Best luck to you and Taylor. x

And lastly onto Louis...

Dear Louis,

Hi. Um, this is probably very awkward. But just know that my feelings for you have never faded. I was hurt. In so much pain. And thats why it's stopping now. I love you Louis, and I mean it. You have treated me so well, and I thank you for that. Please don't feel like you had anything to do with it... Cause you didn't. I've decided to do it to myself. It is really my time to go. And the pain was just to much for me, and I can no longer take it. I love you, and I hope you find a women to treat you right. I look forward to see your kids in the future. Tell them to never let go of your true love. I love you so much Lou xxx. ~Mia

I wiped away a few tears, and set the note down next to me. All I had to do now was wait.

Louis P.O.V

"Get out!" I panic, rushing up to her apartment, my mind buzzing. It's not to late. It's not to late. I tell myself.

I don't wait for the rest of the boys, I don't even take the elevator.

I instantly see her door, pounding hard.

"Mia! Mia open up!" I scream, tears rushing down my face. "Please Mia!"

I hear a small sigh by the door, "I love you Lou," She already sounded weak.

"Mia let me help you," I cry, pounding on the door once again.

"Louis it's to late." She whispers, making my heart shatter.

"Is she okay?" Harry cries.

"Will she open the door?" Rose panics.

I give a small shake of my head, "Mia we're all here.." I whisper, my voice shaking. "I never met to hurt you..."

I listen closely, no reply.

"GUYS GET THE DOOR OPEN!" I scream.

Zayn steps in with a large wrench type item, breaking the knob loose.

I jump in, seeing her body lying on the ground.

"Mia!" I sob, sitting besides her.

I touched her skin, the coldness giving me goosebumps.

I didn't have much time to observe, but I did see the line of scars on her arm and the notes in her hand.

"Did you call the police?" I whisper, picking the notes up.

"Y-yeah." He says, his eyes looking away in pain. "Lou, she's gone."


A/N: OMG OMG OMG. IM CRYING. NO THE STORY HAS NOT ENDED. AND WHAT WILL LOUIS DO? I AM SO SORRY I DID THIS. OMG. ANYWAYS CHECK OUT MY NIALL FANFIC PLEASE! I WOULD BE SO THANKFUL! Xx ~Autumn

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