Louis' Depressed Girl

Twenty-eight: Psychotic

Mia's P.O.V

I couldn't help but look up that ceiling and blush at the replay of Louis voice over and over again in my head. Nothing about that felt wrong... Yet, I knew I was being so sudden, letting Louis in after I had just pushed him out.

"Good morning Mia!" Daniella greeted from my door. I rose up from my bed and stretched out my legs.

"Morning," I grumble, my voice raspy.

"Still a little tired?" She chuckled stepping inside and handing me a glass of water.

"Thanks." I smile, chugging the water down in one go.

"I came to inform you that you that your therapist would like to perform two tests today." She sighs, giving her best "You'll be fine" smile.

I nod my head and smile back.

"Cheerful are we?" She chuckles, noticing my perky mood.

"Yeah." I blush.

"Well your therapist is waiting." She informs me, leading us to room 22b, otherwise known as the "Test Room".

"She wanted you to stay comfortable so she told me to have you stay in your pajamas." I hear Danielle explain as we waited for the door to open. And as soon as I opened my mouth to reply Ms. Ryian greeted us.

"Hi, come on in Mia." She smiles, offering me to sit. "Thanks for bringing her down." She tells Daniella, then we were left alone.

"Good morning Mia." Ms. Riyan smiled.

"Hi." I huff, staring down at my fiddling hands.

"Look Mia. I'm not here to ask about your personal life. Just here for some questions... Is that okay with you?" She asks, even though we both know what I have to say.

I nod my head and wait for her to continue.

"Now lay your head back and imagine," She tells me, as I listen and follow her instructions.

"So Mia tell me. When was the last day you felt angry? Could be at anything. Yourself, and item of some sort, perhaps someone..?" I hear her soft monotone voice question.

When was the last time I was angry?

"Umm, can I pass?"

"Sure, we'll revisit the question later." She said, "When was the last you cried?"

"Last night." I bluntly say. No questions were asked.

"In love?"

"Last night."

"Desperate?"

"Last night."

"Alone?"

"Everyday."

"Moody?"

"Everyday." I reply again. Hating every bit of it, but at least my answers were correct.

"Okay Mia, you may sit up now."

I slowly opened my eyes and repositioned myself on the awkwardly shaped couch and looked over at her.

"So I would like to inform you that you went from severe depression to minor depression. Yes, they are different. Majorly different actually. Seeing you in such an advanced case and watch it slowly fade down everyday to smaller and smaller proportions is extremely impressive. And I would love to tell you that you shall be released in a week or so."

"But... I've notices bi-polor behavior. So were forced to place you on medication. But no worries, it won't cause any affect, and we are dropping the size in depression pills, so be excited" Ms. Ryian smiled. "I'm glad to see you progress through these rough weeks, and I'm sure you've had great friends to push you through this all"

"I sure have" I smile, following her to the door.

"I'll see you for your last session next Tuesday. Have a great day Mia."

"Same to you Ms. Ryian" I with that I headed back down to my room where I began to jump around.

"Cheerful are we?" I hear a familiar voice chuckle.

"Harry! Zayn!" I shout, running to give them hugs.

"Hey Mia." They smile, sitting down on the floor and against the wall.

"Oh, your welcome to sit on the bed." I offer, "We aren't really allowed chairs."

"Nah, its fine." Zayn replies. "How ya been?"

"Great." I tell him, giving them all the details about today.

"Thats great!" They tell me.

"Yep. In a week I'm free to leave." I smile. "Can you tell Louis that?"

I look over at Harry since I knew they were best mates, but he seemed to flinch at the mention of his name.

Zayn cuts in, "We'll be delighted to tell him."

"Great! Thanks for visiting. Gets kind of boring.." I huff, "How have you guys been?"

"Terrib-" Harry begins to mumble.

"We'll Perrie and I are engaged" He smiles widely.

"Wow! Congrats Zayn!" I smile as he tells me thank you. "And Harry?"

"Just fine." He tells me, not diving in to the words any further.

I heard the loud chime ring from Zayns phone.

"Be right back he mouths" And I nod in understanding.

"Look Harry did I do something wrong or-"

"Mia. I can't wrap my head around this." Harry quickly said.

"Around what exactly?" I say in confusion.

"The fact that you love Louis!" He mutters in frustration.

"Excuse me?" I huff in disbelief.

"I thought I fixed everything. I paid Eleanor to come talk to him and-"

"What!?!" I yell.

"I mean" He mumbled, a loss for words.

"You had his fucking girlfriend visit him just to break us up!?! What the bloody fucking hell Harry! Why would you steep to something so low!?! You have a girlfriend!" I scream in frustration.

"God dammit Mia! I know! But Louis is an ass!" He fights back.

"Atleast we're mature enough to look past all the shit, you just keep dragging it out!" I yell.

"But Mia, I'm offering you something better!"

"Well offered declined." I tell him, turning my face away from him.

"Why can't you just accept that I love you more than him!?!"

"Harry you are being so psychotic!"

"Oh like you weren't you were fucking barfing in my toilet and cutting into your skin? Thats psychotic!"

I looked up at him in mixed emotions, "W-what...?" I stutter.

"No, Mia" He trys to explain.

"Harry lets go," I suddenly hear Zayn speak.

"Look, Mia. I'm sorry!" But his words were cut off from the slamming of the door.

Only three words came to my mind. What just happened?

A/N: SURPRISE!! I updated! Ahh! Had so much motivation and wrote this is one go! Man Harrys crazy am I right? Comment below and be sure to vote and follow me!! Love!!! x ~Autumn
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