Louis' Depressed Girl

Thirty: Sorry for being an idiot

A/N: Wow! Thirty chapters!! (: I'm seeing up to 10 or so more chapters. We'll have to see! Enjoy. xx

Mia's P.O.V

I nearly sat there in shock. Harrys blow up was completely unexpected. And honestly, it was terrifying. Why would he do something like that? If he truly cared for me wouldn't he be trying to keep happy? But my happiness doesn't matter I guess.

I shrug off the thoughts and begin to think of life after this stupid help home. Whatever they called it. I just wanted to focus on remaining happy. With Louis of course. I want to continue school, get a job, have a family. But overall I just want things to be normal. No more discomfort. No more depression, or sadness. Just happiness. That's all I really want in the end. And I can't help but smile at that. Just over a few months ago the thought of happiness made my stomach turn. But now, it sounds amazing.

I look over at my scattered clothes and began folding them in my hands, making a small pile that I decided to wash. Anything to occupy my boredom I guess.

I step out of my room and see a few girls starring at me with sad, lonely eyes. They look dead inside, and my heart was breaking. Was I really once like this? Empty? No emotion, look of hope? Just loneliness. I frown and walk up to a girl sitting by the dryer.

"Hi," I greet politely.

"Hi." She nearly whispers, her eyes traveling down towards her feet.

"How are you?" I ask, feeling hopeful.

She looks up at me with a sad smile, "Whats it matter anyways?"

"Because, I want you to talk to me." I smile.

"I don't talk to volunteers.' She mumbled

"Oh, I don't work here," I explain.

"You seem to happy to be a patient here." She says.

"'Well I'm here now. And I'm better." I tell her.

"You mean, they actually helped you?"

"Not just them, my friends."

"Oh," She frowns. "That's why."

"Look, I'm here to talk."

"Really?" She asked with a hopeful smile.

"Of course. Good things do happen," I smirk, placing my clothing in the washer.

"I'm Kayla." I look over at her again. She had long, curly brown hair and dark green orbs.

"I'm Mia. Spelt M, I, A. Like missing in action. People always spell it wrong." I chuckle, her small, quiet laugh joining me.

She quiet downs quickly, "I haven't laughed in months."

"Oh," I frown.

"Don't say it like that. I actually feel better." She laughs again, only louder.

I hear the buzzer from the dryer and Kayla sits up. "Oops, thats mine. Thanks for keeping me company." She smiles.

I wave goodbye and place my clothing in the washer and wait patiently.... My mind wandering in the process.


Louis P.O.V

I nervously tapped the counter, watching the clock anxiously. I was quiet nervous when Harry had texted me. He had said that he had visited Mia today and some intresting stuff happen. I knew that I was probably overreacting because things are normal now, but honestly, I was just unsure.

I was startled by the loud knocking of the door, "It's open!" I yell, waitiing for Harry to join me at the table.

"Hey.." He mutters taking a seat on the other side of the table, I'll be quite honest. He looked extremely stressed and anxious.

"What's up?" I ask, curiosity in my voice.

"Look Louis.. When I tell you this listen to the end okay? Please just listen." He begins. I give a small nod of my head and hear him take a big breath. "Louis I visited Mia today.. I know, not that bad. But its so hard for me to look at her without getting jealous that she's madly in love with someone else who isn't me. Let alone him being my best mate. Its honestly heart shattering. Especially when he broke her to pieces when he clearly said he wouldn't. But that's not the major problem here. Obviously Eleanor visited you the other day. That wasn't just her. I paid her. I was hoping when you saw her again and perhaps talked everything out, you, I don't know. Fall in love with her. Now I realize what a major idiot I am, and I'm so sorry. I know she brought so much pain to you. I know Lou." He speaks, my mind filling with emotions.

"Harry no you don"t!" I begin.

"Let me finish!" He protests. "And I told Mia that today. She looked upset, yet I continued talking. Anger flushing through me. By then I didn't even know what I was saying. I was so angry that I took it all out on  her. Called her worthless, pathetic and all of that shit. I was so madly in love with her that I made a mistake. And I just broke down when Zayn brought me outside. I was bursting out in tears and anger. I was so frustrated Lou. I'm sorry. Mia is just so fragile and I forget that. I also forget that she has you, and I have Taylor, and I love her with all of my heart. And I'm just sorry okay" He finishes.

"Look Harry, I'm not mad." I tell him, and it was all truth.

"You aren't?" He says in shock.

"No, I've made that mistake too. Yeah, when you told me about paying Eleanor kind of tore me up, but I also realized that I needed to see her again, just so I could move on, yanno?" I smile. And he nods in agreement.

"Thanks for telling me Haz." I chuckle, pulling him in my arms and hugging him tightly. "Now lets go do that interview!" I laugh, leading him out the door.

A/N: Hi babes. Do you guys like that I'm posting more frequently? I hope you do! Busy week it has been for me! A few quizzes and tests, and more to come. And this story is almost over): Don't be sad though! I have tons of ideas in my head for more, so get excited!! Thanks for reading and next chapter should be up around Monday! Be sure to VOTE, share, COMMENT, follow, blah blah blah. I MEAN IT! If we reach these goals I'll update on Sunday! (:

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