Ima Hold You Down

Chapter 27 - Changed

- Denzel's Pov

It's been 30 days and i'm finally getting out , i was so excited when i realized how many days i'd been in here. Then i got nervous knowing how half of my friends are tired of my bullshit and probably still mad at me.

Aaron and Dante were the only two who came to see me. Asia never came , and im starting to realize how bad she is. Asia needs help , probably more than me.

I walked out the building and waited for someone to pick me up. 30 minutes later a surban pulled up i knew exactly who this was and I wasn't ready to face him.

"Get in Son" my dad said.

I got in , i was beyond embarrassed it was hard to even look in his direction.

"I'm not mad Denzel im just a little disappointed did you know what could happen to you' my dad said after we started driving.

"I'm disappointed in myself to pops" I said.

"Dante told me this girl had you start doing it , is this true?" my dad asked.

This made me even more embarrassed I let a female get in my head and mess up my body.

"Yeah I said lowly.

"You must love her , did she come see ya atleast?" he asked.

"No" I said lowly once again. After that my dad didn't talk he just rapped along to N.W.A instead of going to my house we went to his , I was confused.

"Why we here and why my car here?" I asked.

"Somebody gotta look out for you " he non-chalantly said  before stepping inside my childhood home.

I was in my old room , just laying on my bed thinking. Until my dad knocked on my door saying I had a guest.

Going downstairs I saw Asia , she looked horrible. I felt for her but to a certain extent.

"Hey baby" she said scraching smiling but i knew something was up.

"Asia , whats wrong?" I asked her.

"Nothing baby i missed you can we go upstairs" she asked. I headed upstairs with her behind me.

"So what's up?" I asked her sitting on my bed.

"I miss you Denzel" she said.

I looked at her body , damn i was only gone a month and she seems so different. Her hair no longer had life to it , her smile didnt show happiness , her body was no longer what i used to love. The sweet things i used to think of her vanished with discust.

"What happend to you Asia ?' i said shaking my head , she couldnt even look at me.

She started sniffling and tryna wipe away her tears they just kept coming.

"I don't know , i can't live without out " she cried.

"Look at me see im clean and plan on being clean for awhile let me take you to rehab baby" i said.

"No ! Ok ? maybe i dont wanna be like you , maybe i actually wanna keep doin this . I like it . I like the way it makes me feel" she semi-yelled stepping closer to my face with her finger poked out.

"You think your better than me don't you ?' she asked still pointing her finger in my face.

I would be mad , but i couldnt blame her this wasn't Asia this was the cocaine.