Ima Hold You Down

Chapter 30 - Love is something i only feel for you

- Dante's Pov

Bre started having contractions around 6 in the morning we've been in this hospital for 5 hours , already i can tell this is about to be a painfull delivery. Bre's strong and i know she can handle this. Right now she's just about 2 cm dialetd and a very pissed black woman.

"You needa tell your children to hurry up" she said to me.

"If it was that easy i would baby" i said kissing her forehead.

Raheem & Lala showed up hand in hand smiling. They were one of the stronger couples out of the group , and in a way i looked up to them. They've endured so much shit , and been by eachothers side without a struggle. Bre & myself have a good relationship but were not as strong as them.

"I see my bae holding through" Lala said to Bre.

"I'm trying to" Bre said smiling.

"Bae?" I questioned.

"Uh yeah nigga Bae' Lala said to me. I looked at Bre and then to Lala

"Uhh , is there something you wanna explain?" I asked Bre. Lala smacked the back of my head

"Nigga shutup !" Raheem laughed

"Damn man , you can't speak up no more ?" I asked Raheem. Lala looked at him

"You brought that on yourself my dude' Raheem said to me.

"She got you whipped" I told him. Lala stepped closer to him and pecked his lips

"Nah , we just inlove" she smiled.

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"Fuuuuccck " Bre screamed.

She was know having contractions 5 minutes apart.The contractions were getting closer , but my babies weren't ready to pop out yet.

"I need something to speed this up ASAP" Bre said.

"Dante , get the fucking nurse now shit, you standing there looking like boo-boo the foo. you aint here me just now , hell these yo babies doing this to me" she said to me. I stepped outside the room and called for a nurse.

"My wifes in labor , and she wants something to speed it up?" I asked the female nurse.

"Uhh how far apart are the contractions" she asked.

"Hurry the hell up Dante" I heard Bre yell.

"5 minutes" I told her.

"Mmkaye , im gonna be right there " she said rushing to the room that held all the drugs.

The nurse came back with what we needed , and Bre seemed to calm down. Exactly what she needed to do , talking to me like im some migga off the street. Arie , King , Drea , Denzel & Aaron came soon afterwards.Bre was squeezing the hell out of mine & Lala hands while she pushed.

"Never again" she said as she pushed.

"One more" the doctor said. Then we heard crying

"Its a girl" they said.

"Here comes another one" the doctors said.

"Its a boy" they said.

"We did it babe"' I said kissing her forehead.

"We ? you aint do nothing" she said.

"Now can i see em?' she asked. Both of them were so beautiful , i instantly fell inlove. I knew i was gonna protect them with my life , they were my world.

"Baby .." I asked Bre. Her skin was getting lighter , and her eyes were drifting away .. "

Nurse ! Nurse ! Nurse ! "  I screamed. This couldnt be happening. 2 nurses rushed in .

"Sir , i need everyone to get out " they said . "Whats wrong with her " I asked.

"Sir leave!" they gently pushed me out the room. I was so worried , and i didn't know what to do.

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"Sir , visiting hours are over do you know what time it is?"

"Its 11 at night you need to leave"

"SIR!" I finally looked up to see a old black man  shaking my shoulder.

"Man , my wifes in there she just gave birth earlier and then it just , things just , she just , her skin , no" i said.

"Look , go home get some rest and be here first thing tomorow morning" he said to me. I was still in shock but i managed to drive myself home.

I didn't even go home at first i stopped by Truth's house , considering he's always the one with some Dr.Phil knowledge.

"D man whatsup?" He said looking at my face.

"She could be gone" I said.

"What man , come inside?" Truth said. I stepped inside and set on his couch , i just stared into space.

"Everything was going so good , London & Junior were here"

"And then her face.."

"Her face was no longer bright and happy , it was cold and lighter" 

"It's like Bre was no longer with me" "I called her name , she didnt say nothing"

"They rushed me out , i cant even see her" I was rambling bits and pieces  , but that was all i could get out. Truth put his arm on my back

"Dawg Bre gonna pull through im telling you , don't let this mess with you"

"Bre strong "

"Everything happens for a reason , God has a plan for you."

After visiting Truth and hearing what he had to say i went home.. I hated being here knowing that Bre wasn't with me. Even knowing that my kids arent in ther specially made room. I grabbed a bottle of hennesy and went into the lliving room. I attempted to watch re-runs of martin but anger overwhelmed me,

I threw the liquor bottle and began pacing in  our living room , i was trying to wrap my head around this. Bre couldnt be dead , she's just sick. My babie's to strong. I mean why would God bless me with two babies and then take away my heart. I fell to my knees , tears falling and begin praying

-Lord I know i haven't been the best that i could . But please dont let this happen. I mean i love Bre and my children, I cant see life without my love. Please Lord let this just be something little. I'll start doing things right i swear . Please Lord just let my baby live , let her see my childrens first time smiling , first time laughing , first time walking , first relationship. Please Lord. Amen

- I was gonna go further , but i wanted a cliffhanger k ? Bye