Ima Hold You Down

Chapter 28 - Ride for you .

- Denzel's Pov

Asia's been having lots of withdrawls and  I just do what i can to help. She honestly needs me alot , she still has alot to do before she's fully clean. It hit her harder because she was on it harder. Most people would give up on her , but I can't. Espically knowing she needs me most at this time , both of us were on this drug. I can't just sit back and watch her ruin her life. I had just put Asia in her ice bath he was having a bad withdrawl.

"I'm so lucky to have you" she said lowly looking at me. Her body was coming back to life slowly but surely. Her eyes still had bags underneath but i still saw the beauty in them.

"I know baby" I told her.

"Do you know what my mama would think of me , I can't believe i did this" she said looking straight ahead.

"Damn , i wish my daddy was here. i wouldnt have been with half of these niggas if he would've been there" she kept going. Her voice was so low , i knew she was venting. Asia did this alot when she was in the tub during withdrawls.

"Someone to tell me i was they little girl , someone to tell me i aint need no nigga to keep me sane"

"Mama always told me , he out saving this world"

"But mama , i'm the one who needs saving" she said.

Each day she had a withdrawl i knew so much more about her. Asia really wanted a father figure in her life , but her mama was all she had until her and Arie moved down here. Arie became her sister , and somehow filled that hole. Once Arie began going her own way , is when Asia felt that hole get deeper. Which is why she began cocaine , its sad but somehow i understand.

Asia was now done with her withdrawls and i layed her down in our bed naked wrapped in our sheets.

"I really need you Denzel" she said looking in my eyes. She showed so much need in her eyes and i couldn't help but fall into her trap.Asia got out the sheets and straddled me cupping my face.

"I need you to see how much i appreciate you" she said.

"I wanna show you how much i love you baby" she said pecking my lips , then my neck. She sucked my spot and i tightened my grip on her hips.

"Thank you" she said kissing me trailing down my collarbone , to my chest , then my abs , next she started taking my boxers off.

Asia took me in her mouth , doing wonderworks on my shaft. After awhile of her doing magic i came in her mouth she swallowed me up. Afterwards she came back up to me , i smiled at her and held onto her waist. '

When i make sure im good we can do more , i cant harm you for the thing i did when i was feening" she said. I nodded my head , understanding everything. Hell i didnt wanna wake up the next morning burning. {A/N @ColdAsWinter happy ?}. I snuggled next to her , smelling her hair. Quckly i fell asleep.

It was 7 in the morning i woke up to my phone ringing , it was a Kansas number and i had a idea who it was.

Me - Hello ? *i stepped outside*

Ms. Cora - Denzel sugga ?

Me - Yes Ms. Cora

Ms. Cora - my baby aint been  callin her mama , you taking care of her

Me - yes ma'am

Ms.Cora - I really miss her , and i have something to tell her...

Me - Ms.Cora i really have something to tell you , maybe i can get you down here to visit us?