False Sense

Anxiety

It's a cage. Especially when you worry about things you don't even know. I have severe anxiety. It's hard. I check things a million times. I worry about so many things. I don't even know why I freak out. My brain goes into over drive so it can worry. I worry all the time. About everything. I don't even understand it. Panic attacks are terrifying. Especially when you don't know what you're worried about. It's like being trapped in your mind not being able to control your thoughts. And your breathing? Don't worry you don't need to do that for a while. [Sorry. Sarcasm] It's hell. Freaking out about fucking everything. Not being able to stop. It's painful too. Seeing others enjoy themselves and not being able to. Embarrassing yourself because people looking at you scares the living daylights out of you. Getting in trouble is even worse. Especially when there's people around you. The eyes make you wonder what people think. The unknown people make you wonder if they're really your friends. Not knowing if you have enough of something, or not knowing if you brought something. Just lemme tell you. It's not easy.