Ashton-
You lie in your hospital bed, cold and lonely.
"Hey Y/N!" Your nurse, Sarah walks in
"Any sign of him?" I ask her hopfully.
"Y/N.. What you have to understand is the Ashton's a very busy man. He has the band and tour to take care of.. as well as you back here!" You sadly smiles at me.
"That's a no then" I look down and she sadly shakes her head.
"I give up" I whisper to her.
"Hey, hey! No you don't! He's just busy! He'll call, text or maybe even come home soon!" She tries to give me hope. "No. He's forgotten. I've tried calling, e-mailing, texting.. Everything possible! He ignores me" Tears well up in my eyes. I climb our of bed putting my bare feet on the cold floor. After a few steps, I loose balance and fall. Stupid Sciatica. As I stay on the ground, face first, Sarah comes quickly and pulls me up.
"Oh sweetie! Your nose is bleeding!" She puts me on my bed getting a tissue. Tears continue to fall down my face as I hold the tissues under my nose.
"Oh, Y/N! I be back soon! I just got called to another patient!" She scurries out of the room, leaving me with my thoughts.
He's forgotten.
He won't come back to me.
I think.
I hear a knock on my door and I look up.
Ashton.
"Hey Y/N-" He freezes. "What happened?! are you okay?!" He panics
I scoff. "Like you care about me!" I cry
"What are you talking about! I love you so much! Of course I care about you!" He becomes confused.
"Are you joking! You forgot about me, Ashton! You were the only person I had and you abandoned me! You didn't even call on my birthday!" I lost it.
"I-Im sorry! I was busy!" He defends himself. "I be here next birthday! I promise!" Tears start to well in his eyes now too.
"Oh shut it, Ashton! The doctors told me I may not even make it through this year!" oh shit. I didn't mean to tell him that.
"What?" He breaths
"N-Nothing" I say shaking my head.
"You might not make it through this year?" He tilts his head.
"It's not important.. Don't worry.. Go back to your band. Leave!" I become angry again.
"Oh my god" He starts stressing, running his fingers through his hair. "You might now make it? How can you not make it?" Tears go down both our faces.
"The cancer.. It spread.. fast" I explain.
"Cancer? What?! You went into hospital for a broken leg?" He looked at me.
"There was something wrong with my leg, Ash. It just wasn't broken" I looked up at him pacing
"What was it then?" He stopped.
"Its something called Sciatica. It's a nerve in your leg not working properly.. or at all" I pause.
"The cancer?" He looks tired.
"Is completely separated to my leg.. Just bad luck you could say" Tears well in my eyes.
"Oh my gosh.. This isn't happening.. Tell my your joking.. please? Y/N?"
My head feels dizzy. Light. I snack down on my back, not being able to control my body. Before anything else, I use my fingers, ignoring my hallucinations to push the nurse button.
