Five Seconds Of Summer Preferences

♫ JoJo's - Little To Late ♫

Ashton Only:

You take my hand, and you say you've changed, but boy you know your begging don't fool me, because to you, it's just a game.

Ashton Fletcher Irwin. What the boy does to you is amazing. The rush of excitment everytime you see him in un - describable. You want to settle down when you're older though, with Ash of course. You want children with him, grandchildren with him, even - if possible - great grand children with him. But as you got older, and he did too. You were the responsible one. The one that did everything and gave everything for the relationship. And yeah, You guessed he way responsible too, butthere was just one bad thing. Drugs. They were ruining him and the band. Every night, he was come home high, and you were scared that one day, he'll over dose. You can't live without Ashton, but these days, you can't live with a irrisponsible dick, whose main aim every day is to get high. You just didn't get it. While Ash was out one night, you made the decision to break up with him. You wearn't going to ruin your futre because he didn't care for his.

"Babe! I'm back.." Ashton walked through the door.

"H-Hey.. I'm in the living room" You answerd

Ashton stumbled to the room, his giggled erupting through out the flat.

"Ashton?" You stood up

"Yeah, love?" His thick accent spoke.

"I-I.. I think we should-"

"What the fuck?!" Ashton cut you off.

"What?"

"You.. How dare you speak to me like that!" You pointed his finger at you.

"Huh?"

"Don't. Don't raise you voice at me!" He stormed.

"I-I'm.. I'm not.."

"Thats what I thought" He spat.

"What have you taken today?" You frowned.

"Huh? Shut up. Don't stupid, Y/N" He turned around and walked away.

You followed him to your bedroom. and gripped his shoulder, spinning him around.

"What have you done, Ashton? Tell me," You damand.

"Ugh! It's no big deal! Just some cocaine this time.."

"..Cocaine?..." You gasp

"Relax, Y/N. It's not like it's herione" He smiled a tired smile.

"Fuck. Ashton I'm breakig up with you! I can't do this anymore!!" You broke, screaming crying.

You grab your bag and open the front door.

"What?... Wait, Y/N! Hold on!" He chased after you and you froze.

"What can't you do anymore?.." Now Ashton was the scared one.

Oh, how the tables have turned.

"I'm not doing this with you, Ashton. If you want to kill yourself with drugs the fine! Go ahead! But, I'm not going to watch you from the side lines. I'm done." You spat at him.

"Why are you doing this, Y/N. Don't leave me," Ashton whimperd.

In front of you, you no longer saw the tough Ashton Irwin, but someone broken. Someone whom is begging. Someone who's relationship is on a thread.

"Ashton, I have school, Friends, a life I have to attend too. I can't watch you kill yourself" You finally say.

"Then help me. Help me, please. Just don't leave" He grasped your hand.

"I-It's too late. You're broken, and I can't fix you.." You speak.

You almost heard his heart break.

"You can't fix me, Y/N?"

"I've tried, Ashton.. I'm tired" You pull out of his grasp.

You turn and open the front door.

"I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry-" Ashton keeps repeating from behind you.

"I love you.." He finally finishes.

"...I loved you.."

* * *

It has now been almost 4 months since the break-up, and you were suprising okay. Today, you decided to treat yourself to a victory of 'not crying for a week', and took off to the city. As you were walking down the busy path, trying to dodge the on-coming crowds of people, you walked past the rehabilitaion centre. Oh, so many memories in there. You continue, now almost jogging away from that place.

"Y/N?"

You walk faster.

"Y/N!"

You are noe takiing strides away from the rehab centre, you know who's calling you.

"Hey!" A hand on your shoulder hauls you back into someone chest.

You turns and begin to push the person away.

"S-Sorry.." You mumble before turning again.

"I was calling you to come.. and you came. Why are you sorry?" The man sounds puzzled.

You finally again turn and look at the mans face. Ashton.

"Hey.." He smiles.

"Y-You. You look great" You blush, wrods tumbling out of your mouth.

"I went to rehab for a few weeks. I acually did it. I changed" He gushes.

"I'm proud of you.. Really, I am" You smile at him.

Silence filled the air for a minute while you two stared at eachother.

"I-I did it for you. For us" He takes your hands in his, "I've changed"

Slience filled the air..

"I'm sorry, Ash. I.. I.. Yo're not fooling anybody. Don't fool yourself.." You shake your head and look away.