Five Seconds Of Summer Preferences

♫ One Direction's - Half a Heart ♫

Ashton-

So your friend's been telling me

You've been sleeping with my sweater

And that you can't stop missing me

You snuggle into your best friends blanket. You've been like this for almost two weeks now; Sad, Frowning and not eating. And truth be told, until you feel like you don't have a huge gaping hole that resinates a painful ache where your heart should be, you won't be the normal you.

You excuse herself from her living room and goes in to the kitchen as you lay there.

She dials an all to familiar number and impatiently waits for someone to answer.

"Hello-"

"Who the fuck do you think you are, Ashton?" She hisses.

"Y/B/N?"

"Yeah.." She pauses, exhaling and inhaling attempting to calm herself down.

"Oh, sorry. Um, what can I do for you?" Ashton asks her quietly.

"Ashton.." She begins to tear up, "I'm so scared."

"A-Are you okay?"

"She-She's not moving, I can't get that stupid jumper of yours off her! I-I don't know what you said that night that you broke up with her, but you paralyzed her." She cried to him.

"I-I.. What do you want me to do? I can pay for a therapist-"

"Are you serious? A therapist?" She snaps, "Get over yourself, Ashton. Remember that she was the only person that supported you when you wanted to join a band, the only person, so don't you let yourself think for a second that you're better then her now because you're nothing." She hisses. Her breathing began to slow and again she calmed down. "You were her everything, you know that, right?"

"I know."

"You realize that you can't ever ask for her back now, right?"

"I know."

"You realize that you won't ever find someone as good as her, right?"

"I-I.." Ashton paused. "I know."

Michael-

Only half the blue sky

Kinda there, but not quite

I'm walking 'round with just one shoe

I'm half a heart, without you

"And now, a reading from Y/N's special friend," Michael winced at that, "Michael."

Michael stood up, exhaling while doing do and slowly took long paces to the podium that awaited to catch his tears.

"Hello," Michael chocked out, "I'm Michael," Michael looked out upon the small crowd that had formed around your coffin. "I always wanted to be a great person; to be admired and loved by every person," He began, "But before meeting Y/N, I never realized how... unrealistic I was being. I never realized that I only needed one human soul to make mine become infatuated by theirs. And once I met this soul, no other person would amount. It's odd.." He paused. "I was never looking for such a person, but then again when you're not looking were you're going you fall, and that's exactly what I did. We both did; We fell in love. It's cliche, I know, but that phrased is only used so many times because there is nothing else that can even be a possible equal to it." Michael took a breath, straightening out the crumbled piece of paper that laid in front of him. "Y/N was writing me a letter the day she died. She wrote that she used her last ounce of energy thinking me up an excuse as to way to had to go. She never got finished it." He began to break, "The letter ended in the middle of her sentence.. 'And I'll let you know, Michael; I did not die scared, or sad or depressed for that matter. I died longing, mainly because I know that it won't be a short time until I see you next, and so help you god if you let it be." He quoted. "She knows me too well." He gave sad laugh. "She knew more about me that I knew myself.. Y/N's life was well lived.. She never left a person none the wiser, but she did leave a person all the sadder now that she has passed. Y/N did not live her life with boredom, mainly because she was one of the most spontaneous people I have ever come across. And although our vows did say ''Til death do us part' we will not part. And I will not become of her death, or passing, or whatever you call it. Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside of me while I must live."