Falling for a nerd august-alsina fan-fiction ( editing)

Just roll wit it ....

(Shay pov )

I was honestly afraid of what this day was going to be full of bit my mom didn't go off like I thought she was going to , in fact she hasn't said two words to me and that's what scares me because I aint seen her this quiet since we lost my little brother Xavier , so I think that means I really may have hurt her without even intentionally trying to do so , I just wanted her to see how stressed I was I know it was selfish for me to run away but when you desk with ask of the shut I deal with on a daily basis you feel like that's your only way to escape sometimes . I did end up going to school today since it was Monday but nothing spacial happened sans old tests , same old hoes , same old everything , and August and T weren't at school today , I'm honestly kind of happy they weren't because my feelings for august have been all over the place lately , and on top of that I haven't talked to T since the night he put his hands on me .

After school I decided I should call reg over especially since I haven't seen her , I had allot to tell her .

"Hello , shay what the fuck bro-wea you at right now,? " her thick Nola accent cut through the phone

" I'm at home and I need you to come over because I gotta catch you up some shit that's happened so get here ASAP " I hung up the phone and went and tried to add some life back into our house because everything just felt so lifeless , it was cold , quiet , and still just like a painting everything in this house just screams depression , and stress shit back when me and T were a little younger we hated coming home knowing everyday our little brother for killed in these Nola streets by a bullet that wasn't meant for him , I use to tell myself everyday that if we could rewind back the hands of time it would be me taking that bullet for him . I exhaled and continued to stir the jambalaya on a low temperature .

It's like regs ass knew I was cooking because as soon as I finished the food she walked through the door .

"So uh wassup witchu and lah
Aug fine ass ,? She asked while kicking off her shoes

" ain't nothin' up wit us , it's like he's acting distant from me more since I got home and I know it's because of T , I mean why would he be actin' this way toward me reg I got real deal ass feelins fa him this just ain't no game I'm playing , I know I shouldn't like him the way I do reg but I can't help myself when I'm around him and it's like he knows " I said spilling out all my words

" shit , it sounds ta me like T need ta stop cockblockin' you and find somebody pussy to hop on and leave yo shit alone , and ooooooweeeeeee lemmeee find put you on love with lah Aug " she said stuffing her north full of river and cornbread .

" oh my go- reg I can't even deal with yo ass man , but it's forreal something I can't help , I wish I could just say fahget what T says and tell em ' "

"Shit , you can , you need to start doing shit that makes you happy instead of trying to keep everybody around you happy T may not want you talking to him but if you think that's gone make you happy then go for it " she said batting her hazel eyes at me
" shay I swear it will all work it's self out just roll wit it one time baybeh " reg finished eating and we talked a little more and then she finally went home all that kept playing in my mind was "just roll wit it one time " I think I'm probably going to piss side people off but she's right ....

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Look I know y'all probably hate me 😂😂😂😂 but no frfr check it out , I was gonna discontinue this story but y'all had showed so much love to it I couldn't so that to y'all so I'm gonna put myself on a update schedule for now on and I will probably update every weekend or every other weekend but PLEASE COMMENT