reality (edited)

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(T pov )

"shayyyy" I screamed through the house i walked in and our house as usual was lifeless usually shay got some music playing or she had some type of food cooking when I walked in . But something in the air was different tonight I couldn't figure out what the hell was going on in this house anymore .. I took of my all black air forces and placed them in the closet , then I slowly dragged myself upstairs to the bathroom for a shower, I looked in the mirrior and I don't know if me being high had something to do with it but a reflection started talking to me " your acting just like how he used to " repeated over and over again I rubbed my eyes constantly until I didn't see shay's reflection anymore . I turned on the water as hot as it could go so I could take a shower , I rested my head against the inside of the shower to try to gather everything that's happened today . I rubbed my hand across my face as I got out the shower I put my white and black towel over the lower half of my body. Just as I was heading to my room I heard loud knocks coming from down stairs " aye hollup a minute damn " I picked up the pace walking faster to the door I snatched the door.open without asking who it was , When I opened the door I was met by a pair glassy hazel eyes " Wea da fuck she go to ?" She screamed putting her finger in my face , this all bacause a' you." " What the hell you talm bout ? " I was confused as hell to see Reggie ass at my house this late at night and screamin' in my damn Face like she done lost ha mind .. She shoved her phone into my chest and I looked read the text carefully.....

heyy reg you know I love you right and you love me ? Then I hope you would support the choice I'm making right now , I gotta leave home I been going through to much lately .. I love T but he basically put his hands on me the other night because I said.something that might have hurt him... But anyway I will explain it more in detail later .. I love you reg talk to you soon...

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I handed her back the phone slowly and walked up the five steps with my head down "yo you can let yaself out " I called yo reggie but she just shut the door and headed behind me . She walked silently down the hall to shays room and shut the door.. Momma might not even know shay gone she be working so much we don't even get to see much of her anymore shit we be lucky if we get her on the weekend . I looked at the freshly rolled L on dresser and thought about if I should light up . A good five minutes went by before I just finally decided that if I were to smoke it would only have me feeling good for now imma still wake up in the morning feeling like shit .. Lately that's all I been doing lightin' up just to get away for the moment shit even sippin' got me out of these situations until the morning . My thoughts were interrupted by Reggie knocking on the door. " come in " I mumbled she stepped into my room looking around as if she'd never seen my room , " can we talk ?" She Spoke lightly but I knew she really wanted to talk because when shay wasn't around she was always shy around me I shrugged my shoulders makin' eye contact with her so she knew it was alright to continue .. "I'm sorry for bringin' my bullshit to you , but believe it a' not shays slways been the closest thing since my brother moved out , she kept me from thinkin' I wasn't good enough for anybody she always madd me feel good and I know you might not wanna admit it but she do the same fa you I bet if nobody could ever bring the good out in you it'd be shay am I right ? She waited for a response I just nodded and looked at my hands reg was really pretty but I wasn't gonna bring her into my bullshit . " aye I think it's time for you to leave." I said quietly but loud enough for her to hear " ok.. " she stood up and kissed my forhead and with that she left and shut my door.....

(Shays pov )

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